Confessions

Chp 14

I close the door and go get ready, but I'm still confused as in why Ashley would invite me to her party. I shake my head and check the clock. It's 6:30 now, so I have enough time to get dressed and do my hair. I get dressed into my dress that matt bought me and some black heels. I do my make up and curl my hair. Ashley gave me the address so I get in the car and head to the party. As I'm driving I feel this pain in my chest. I keep forgetting that matt is grounded and suspended for a week.. because of me. He says its not my fault, bur i cant help but think that its my fault. 2 min later I arrive at the party. I get out of my car and head to the door and I already get smacked in the face with the smell of liquor. Once I get in the house I already regret coming here. I don't know anyone here, people are drinking and grinding on each other. "Maddie!" Someone shouts I turn around and see a familiar face. Robert. "Hey Robert!" I say and hug him. "What are you doing here?" I ask " Oh this is my friends house." Oh ok." I feel a huge weight on my shoulders lift up, knowing that Robert is here. (Head in the clouds got no weight on my shoulders! Get it get it? No, sorry ok) "you want a drink?" He asks. "Oh no thanks I'm good." Alright." He says. "Hey pretty lady how are you doin?" A teenage boy comes up to me, that looks way to young to be drinking. Before I can answer him he passed out and feel on the ground. Everyone bursts out into laughter. "Hey Maddie." Ashley says and pokes me on my shoulder. "Hey." I say back. "A bunch of people are playing truth or dare, you want to play?" She asks. "Umm..a.. Sure?" She grabs my hand and we head to the living room. "Hey guys this, is Maddie." A girl with black and pink hair glares at me. But I shake it off. Everyone starts to play. The people that are playing are these people named, Jessica, Steph, Ashley, Britney, Alex (boy), nick, carter and Taylor. "Ashley truth or dare?" Carter asks her. "Dare." She says. "I dare you too drink the rest of that vodka from the bottle." She does exactly what he says and drinks it. "Alright Steph, truth or dare." Dare." Ok, I dare you too take off your shirt for the rest of the game." She takes off her shirt. Slut.

"Alright umm Maddie, truth or dare. Shit. "Truth." I say. "Of course. she scoffs." Steph" Taylor says. "No she's a fucking stick up prude." Fine dare then." Alright." I dare you too take 2 shots. I do exactly what she says and pour to small cups of vodka I toss the first one down my throat. It burns as hell, and tasted horrid. The seconded one isn't as bad. I kind of feel...relaxed. Bye the end of the game Im drunk. I'm walking around the house trying to find Robert hoping he is not drunk so he can take me home because I know damn right I can't drive. I am kind of shocked of my language but I'm to drunk to care. "Hey Maddie are you ok?" Alex asks. "Yea I'm just trying to find my friend Robert." I slur. "Oh yea I thought I saw him go up stairs, here Ill take you." He offers. "Thank you." We walk up stairs and he leads me into a room. "Wait but Robert isn't In her-" as I'm about to finish my sentence I am frozen in my tracks. Alex pushes me so I end up falling on the bed. My vision is kind of blurry so I can't see very well. "What, what are you doing?" I ask. I see Ashley she has a camera. "Lock the door." I hear someone say. I glance at his face. It's Chris. My heart stops. No no no I knew this was a bad Idea. Alex locks the door. "Oh stupid stupid little Maddie." She says. "You think that I would really want to be your friend, after you stole my boyfriend?" She laughs. "Put duck tape on her mouth. Alex grabs duck tape a try's to put it on my face. I kick and scream. And then I feel a sharp pain on my face. The duck tape is put on my mouth. "Take her clothes off." She demands. I scream and kick it's just no use. Seconds later my dress is pealed off and I am left in my bra and underwear. Chris runs his hands on my legs and thighs."I told you that the next time I see you too keep an eye out." He smirks at me. I cry and cry, but I don't hear anyone coming for me. "Help me!" I mumble since the duck tape is over my mouth." Shut up bitch!" Chris says and smacks my face. All of a sudden there is a huge pound on the door. "Ashley!" Open this door now!" Someone yells. It sounds familiar. Robert. "Help me!" I shout again the duck tape gets a little looser so it falls from my face. "Robert help me!" I shout. "Maddie?" He shouts. "Ashley let me in right now!" He yells. All of them exchange glances like they don't know what to do next. "Let me in!" He yells again. "Robert nothing's going on its ok." Ashley yells. "Robert please help me!" I cry again. "That's it I hear him say. "Im coming in." All of a sudden there is a huge bust at the door, I'm guessing he is throwing his body against the door to get it open. The 2 time he does it, the door flys open. "Maddie!" He runs over to me covering me with a blanket." You are so sick!" He screams in Chris face. "What we are just having some fun." He smirks. "Really?" So almost rapeing someone, is fun to you?!" He yells. "All of you are sick!" He takes the camera out of Ashley's hand and throws it on the ground stomping on it. I can barely walk on my feet so Robert picks me up. He heads down stairs to his car. He puts me in the car and starts driveing. Does life it's self just hate me? What did I do to deserve this.

{ A.N} Hey guys I can't thank you guys enough for 134 reads I just checked it again and it said 134. You guys are amazing thank you so much. I also just started school yesterday so if I miss a day by accident it's because of the work I have. BLAME SCHOOL! I love all you beautiful girls or boys who are reading this haha, Well until next time~ Zoe Loves Matt💗