Remember Me || Jungkook x Reader

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(A/N: WARNING!! This chapter contains parts with foul language and self harm) 

Y/N Pov
My eyes fluttered open and I looked around the room. (Am I in the hospital?) I thought as I sat up on the bed. I looked at my arm and could see IVs attached to me. I pulled them out and watched the blood make its way out of my arm. 

I was dizzy... nauseous and couldnt think straight. (Hoshi... he brought me here..) I used my strength to push myself off the bed but slipped and knocked over the flower vase that was on the table beside the bed. The glass vase shattered everywhere and I just stared down at the sharp pieces of glass that was lying there. There was a voice in my head... telling me to do it. 

I reached out and grabbed a piece of glass that was on the ground holding it tightly in my hand. I pushed myself up and slowly walked to the washroom ignoring the shards of glass that was piercing the bottoms of my feet. I looked back and saw the trail of blood my feet had left on the floor. I closed the bathroom door and locked myself in it. I dragged myself to the shower and turned on the water as I then sat under the floor letting the water hit my head. 

You should do it...

You dont belong here anyways...

Take that piece of glass and cut yourself...

No one will come save you..

I looked opened my hand that held the glass and saw that it already cut my palm. I stared as the water hit my hand washing the blood away. I then looked at the bottoms of my feet and saw shards of glass stuck in my skin. I turned my attention to the glass I was holding in my hand, I slowly brought it up to my arm and began slicing through my skin. (1...2...3...4...5..) I continued counting while cutting away at my body. (...10) I dropped the glass and watched the bright red stain the water while it flowed into the drain. 

I felt myself being light headed once again before I closed my eyes and let everything around me fade to black...

Yoongi Pov
"Her room should be at the very end of the hallway right??" Jin questioned and Hoshi nodded. We knocked on the door first just in case she was awake. There was no answer so we assumed she would be asleep. I slid the door open and my eyes widened to what I saw... there was glass shattered everywhere along with blood. "W-Where is she?!" Hoshi commented while he began to freak out. I looked at the floor once again and saw that the blood led to the washroom. 

I knocked on the washroom but there was no answer... I could hear the water of the shower running. I knocked again but more aggressively this time but still no reply. "Y/n!! Are you in there?!" I yelled but no response. My heart rate began to increase as I became more concerned. 

I looked at Jungkook but he was on his phone. (stupid maknae...) I thought. Namjoon and I began to bang on the door trying to get her to open up. "What if she fell and cant get up!" Hoseok commented. We all began to worry so Namjoon and I did what we had to do. We both backed up and started charging towards the washroom and we knocked the washroom door down. 

"Holy Shit Y/N!" Taehyung yelled as he ran into the washroom. Jungkook looked up from his phone and soon his phone dropped onto the floor shattering the screen. He ran into the washroom where Taehyung was and we followed behind them. 

Taehyung carried Y/ns body out of the shower getting himself wet. He then placed her on the bed... (Holy fuck.. what happened?!)

Jungkook Pov
Taehyung placed Y/ns body on the bed. I looked at her condition shocked. Her feet had shards of glass stuck in her skin... her arms were cut and bleeding heavily. "Y-Y/n....." I mumbled as I looked at how pale and skinny she was. (Why....) I never seen her in this condition before... What made her do this... WHO made her do this...

Hoshi ran out and soon after nurses and doctors ran in shocked at the scene. "Emergency room now! Shes lost way too much blood" the doctor yelled as they wheeled her bed out of the room. 

Once they took her away I stood there frozen. "Jungkook its best if we leave...." Hoseok hyung said while grabbing my arm. I pulled away from him and looked at him with wide eyes... "That wasnt Y/n..." I mumbled. "What are you talking about?" Jimin hyung questioned. 

"That.. That wasnt Y/n hyung! Y/n would never do that to herself. She would never go that far and hurt herself. She was too skinny to be Y/n... The Y/n I know was lively! she was full of life! She had sun kissed skin and a beautiful full figure.!" 

"The Y/n you know is gone! Its because of you!" Hoshi yelled out but soon covered his mouth. "b-because of me??" I spoke softly. Taehyung looked at Hoshi along with everyone else. "W-What do you mean because of him?" Jin hyung asked.  Taehyung stepped in front of Hoshi and began to explain things. "That 'something else' that Hoshi mentioned earlier... its Jungkook. Y/ns been depressed not only because of her mom but because she still loves Jungkook. Shes been wanting to work things out.. but since BigHit admitted Jungkooks relationship with Sana... Y/n didnt know what to do.."

(Wait.. she still loves me??) "Wait hyung.. you said she still loves me... are you saying she remembers me?" Everyone looked at each other before turning to me. "She remembered you from long ago Kook... from that day at BigHit. The incident between you, Y/n and Eunji." I looked at them all in disbelief. "W-Why didnt you tell me!?" I slightly raised my voice. 

"Y/n didnt want us to tell you. She wanted to start from scratch.. She wanted to see how much effort you would put in to helping her remember you and your memories with her.. You promised her you would be wiling to wait but you broke that promise." Jin hyung added. "We didnt mean to keep it from you Kook.. we just.. dont break promises.." Taehyung commented. 

"So.. your telling me. That Y/n remembered me ever since.. and shes loved me ever since?" They all nodded and I continued "But I treated her like crap and broke our promise together..." They all nodded once again. My heart began to race (She remembers me.... that means she remembers our memories together!) I internally cheered but soon reality hit me. "But im still with Sana.." I mumbled. Everyone left the room one by one. Hoseok hyung turned to face me and smiled "You know the truth now Kook... its now up to you to decide what you want to do."

(Shit...)