Will you marry me, Ms.C?

Chapter 13 - Blood Transfusion

- Still Megan's P.O.V -

- What? Why would he be the one to take the blame if it was you who treated me badly? – She raised her voice

- If he knew how to respect your feelings and hadn’t messed with me, I wouldn't be like this – I said to her

- What is that supposed to mean? – She talked normally

- He called me hot and then baby when I said that I don’t drink, so if he says it about me he says it about you because you don’t drink either. And it honestly looks like you are the one who is bringing love to the relationship – I was calmer at this point

- You can’t be right, I’m sorry but I don’t believe in you. We’ve been together for a year and he always showed me nothing but love and respect. – she said

* I can’t believe she doesn’t believe me! I’m angry again; I swear that if Hulk was real, I would be turning into him right now! *

- Are you serious? You know what? Don’t ever talk to me again. I’m gonna say something to you and I hope you’ll remember this when someone tells you the same thing.

We need to keep our true friends with us, and when we have them we should preserve them, not switch them for a boyfriend, especially a boyfriend such as yours – I told her looking into her eyes

- Ok, bye – she walked to the club

I looked into Jessie’s car and Holly wasn’t there so I ran to her house; that was the best way I found to make my pain, my adrenaline, my thoughts, my soul go away for a bit; The wind was keeping me company in this cold night, and that was all I needed for tonight.

I arrived in Holly’s house and waited outside of course, I had no keys and I had nowhere else to go. It was a crazy idea because I couldn’t feel my body and at some point I felt my head breaking and I went blank. The last thing I remember is the sound of a car braking on the street. 

When I woke up my sight was blurred, but I could see Holly’s hair so, it was obviously her who was hugging me, probably trying to keep me warm; I just couldn’t recognize who was  sitting on the floor beside me while holding my hand. Were that tears on my hand?! I don’t know; but my hand was indeed wet – not like that you pervs! :p

As I closed my eyes tightly only to open them again, I realized that it was Jessica who was holding my hand. I took my hand from hers because I still remembered what she said to me. As I didn’t see Daley anywhere near her, I was kind of filled with happiness, but then I just frowned as I heard some noises coming from the kitchen: it was probably Daley.

- Thank God you’re awake girl; we called the paramedics for you. They’re on their way. Can you talk? – Holly told me still hugging me.

- I… I’m ok. I just need you… to keep me warm. – I stopped searching for my voice – I don’t need paramedics – I told her

* Door bell *

- Too late babe, they are already here. – Holly said

After the procedures they took me to the hospital for tests and also to get me stable.

Holly went with me in the ambulance and I don’t know what happen to Daley and Jessica, but I hope that they went to their house.

Once I arrived at the Hospital, Holly got inside with me and stayed with me until they left me in the room where I was supposed to stay. It was 1:30am when the doctor appeared in my room, asking me if I had thrown up recently without any reason and I said yes. He then told me that that was the consequence of some problem I had inside me that they couldn’t find. In addition, that was one of the reasons as to why, along with the cold, I blanked out tonight; Eventually, he told me I needed a blood transfusion.

- WHAT? – A voice echoed in the room

We all looked at the door that was now open and saw Jessica standing there with a shocked expression on her face, her eyes showing preoccupation. What the fuck is she even doing here?! Didn’t she realize that I don’t want her next to me anymore?! Even if it was a small fight, for me it wasn’t, because she really hurt me.

- What the fuck are you even doing here? – I yelled; I really need to stop saying the ‘F’ word…

- Stay calm Meg, she’s just worried about you – Holly said calmly

- I don’t care. She hurt me earlier; I don’t think I need someone that doesn’t believe in me in my life. And you better stay with her Holly; I don’t want you to lose her. I’ll be ok in the end; I always had to fight against my pain to be happy. It was dumb of me to think that it would be different now– I cleaned my cheekbone as tear escaped

- But I’m worried, why do you need blood? – Jessica spoke

* She walked in and approached. I could see that she wanted to cry, but she was successfully holding back her tears *

- You don’t need to be. Go home, I’ll be ok. – I said coldly

- I’ll talk to the doctors, to do the blood test to see if my blood matches with yours, I’ll be right back – Holly said, doing it in purpose to see if we would make things go back to the way they were

- Don’t do that Holly. You can do it later when she goes back to her house. – I yelled but it was too late, she was already gone.

There we were, in a hospital room without switching words, looking at opposite’s ways and in an awkward silence. After a while I felt her eyes looking at me and I wanted to say something but I think I have said enough and at some point I had hurt her too, I could feel it.

-  Maybe I should do the test too – she whispered, I knew she was afraid of my answer

- If you want too, I’ll appreciate it, but that doesn’t mean that won’t be enough to make things right between us, it’s just a question of health. If you choose not to do it, I understand – I said softly

- I’ll do it, I don’t want you to die – She smiled but I didn’t return it back

- I wouldn’t mind if that happened, but I would like to stay on Earth – I replied kindly; I don’t know why I was letting down the walls I ‘built’, but ok…

- Don’t say that, you will stay on Earth. I’ll make my blood test when Holly comes back from hers… Can I hug you? – She asked whispering

- No. I’m still hurting. – My voice came cold again

* I could see her disappointment after my answer, but there was nothing I could do, I was hurt *

- Hey you two, I already made my blood test and they speeded the test results. I’m sorry Meg, my blood doesn’t match – she said with a sad voice

- It’s ok babe, at least you tried, thanks – I winked at her

* As I said babe and winked at Holly, I saw Jessica’s face getting a little jealous *

- I’ll do mine now too - She said walking to the door

- Thanks ba…Jessica – I saw a little of hope in her eyes when I almost called her babe

While Jessica was doing the blood test, I told Holly what had happen, she told me that maybe I was doing a big drama. But the thing that I explained to her, is that Jessica had make me feel special when he wasn’t around and when he appeared she forgot about me; her true friend as she used to call me and that really had a meaning to me. Now I’m just a girl who doesn’t like her boyfriend and made-up a story.

As I ended my point of the situation to Holly, Jessica appeared; at least she didn’t hear anything, I hope.

- My blood doesn’t match yours either – she looked down.

- It’s ok, someone’s blood will match, I believe that – I smiled trying to stay positive

- I’m jookiiiing! We have the same blood type – She jumped with a big smile on her face hugging Holly and then she hugging me. I hugged her back…

As she hugged me, my heart relaxed a bit and to my happiness, she took advantage of the moment of celebration to hold me for a long period of seconds. I really missed her hugs, her smell, her soft skin touching my face, her hot breathe, and I really missed her.