You light me up

First-Aid

*****LAUREN'S POV

I couldn't stay there any longer. Watching her with Esme broke me down a lot. I wanted to be the one sitting on her lap and kissing her, I want to be the one she gets to go out with in public. If I have to admit anything I'll admit to being jealous of Esme. This is all crazy. My life is going down hill over a 17 year old girl. Making my way back to my classroom I started grading papers, waiting for the bell to ring. "I have Esme and Sandra in this class too ugh" After the bell rang both of them walked in together. Esme had Sandra wrapped on her so she could walk easier.

"Here you go babe I got you." Esme helped Sandra take a seat and I just watched it happen.

"Ms. James," I heard but I ignored the noise. "Ms. James," they said again. I turned to see one of my students, Mike with a paper in his hands. He handed it to me.

"I just wanted to turn this in before I forgot and lost points." I smiled at him and nodded my head. With the paper in my hands I went behind my desk and grabbed a marker. Once that was done I walked up to the board and wrote 'CONTINUE WORKSHEET FROM YESTERDAY'. The class took their papers out and began working silently. The entire class passed like that and I occasionally got up to help a few students who were struggling. After the bell rang everyone packed their things and left. Only two people remained in the class with me. Esme grabbed her things and walked towards the door then stopped to wait for Sandra.

"You coming?," she asked her. Sandra nodded.

"Yeah I just have a few questions to ask Ms. James." Esme took her leave but came back a few seconds later pulling a shirt from out of her bag.

"I forgot to give this back to you after that night," she said handing it to Sandra. "Umm,why did she have her shirt?" I felt jealousy and anger building inside me. "Did she really fucking sleep with her after telling me the feeling she had for me." After Esme left Sandra turned to look at me. I cut her off before she could speak.

"Why does she have your shirt, what did she mean by that night?, " She turned to look at the floor and stayed quiet. "Sandra look at me and answer my question," I said a lot more demanding. Sandra's eyes met mine. They were red. "Oh my god, she didn't"

"Did you sleep with her?,"I asked in a quiet voice.

"I'm sorry," she said. "I really didn't mean to it was a big drunken mistake." Those words made my heart drop. Tears came up into my eyes but I refused to let them run.

"You fucking slept with her after telling me you wanted me and would take me any way you could, You really went out and did that knowing how I feel about you and how you feel about me?,"I began raising my voice but not loud enough for someone to have to come check up. I threw my hands in the air. "I should have known you were trouble, you're a teenage for crying out loud." Slowly I put my face in my hands. Sandra came closer to me and tried to take my hand. I pulled away.

"Don't, please just go," I said.

"Lauren, please I swear it meant nothing to me, every time she kisses me I close my eyes hoping that when I open them again I see you," she cries. "Please don't make me leave I want to talk this out with you." I shook my head.

"I really can't do this right now Sandra I have a lot of papers to grade, I don't have the time." With that said I grabbed my bag and left without another word. "What a fucking misconception"

*****SANDRA'S POV

I watched her walk away again. She didn't stop at the doorway like she usually does, she just kept walking. She left me standing in a room that smelled completely of her lotion and perfume. It made me miss her, it made me want her, it made me want to go after her. It took me a little to actually start running out after her, by the time I turned the corner her car was zipping off school ground. "Damn I really fucked up this time." I decided to give Lauren some space to cool before I apologize to her. It's going to be really hard.

BEEP BEEP BEEP. Again my alarm goes off. I bought a new one, apparently the other one DID break. I got up and threw on a flannel a bit to big for me but it looks nice and grey ripped jeans. I decided to throw a hat on today and head off to school without breakfast. As I pulled in I saw Esme and Mae standing there. I walked over to them.

"Hey guys," I said. They looked over and waved.

"Hey did you hear?," they asked.

"Hear what?," I asked confusingly.

"It's not big news we just have a sub for our first class because James is going to be late," I rolled my eyes.

"Some news," I joked. They laughed.

"I know right." With that said we walked to class and took our seats. It felt weird not having Lauren at the front of the class, the sub however was really chill and didn't really care what we did. As long as we looked hard at work if an administrator came in. "FAKE". The bell rang shortly after and we went to our break. After that short break we quickly headed off to the locker rooms. Today we had to do running around the track to show that the school actually made us try in PE. I popped my earphones in and started jogging. We had to go around some cones set on the track for extra effort but no one minded.

"Oh shit," said Mike as he almost hit a cone. Quickly he was able to avoid it and keep running. "Dumbass" I continued my running and as I was going there she was. Happily having a conversation with another student. "Oh her smile, how I love that smile" I was getting closer to her as I ran but while I was to busy admiring her smile, I didn't see the cone. I ran straight into it and fell on my elbows. "Fucking karma I swear"

"Fucking hell,"I winced as I got back up to clean myself off. I turned to the track to see if anyone happened to see me. Everyone seemed to be going on with there run until my eyes landed on one person. Mae. She was not too far behind me but she was red in the face, hands on her stomach, rolling around on the track laughing. She got to her knees and pointed at me before laughing again.

"PISS OFF WOULD YA MAE!" I yelled at her from where I was. I was too busy looking at Mae I didn't hear someone come up behind me. There was a tap on my shoulder.

"Are you ok?,"I heard a soft melodic voice say. I knew that voice, it was comforting to me. I turned and met their legs. Slowly my eyes made their way up until we met eyes.

"Yes I'm fine," I giggled. Lauren extended her hand to me. I took it and she helped me up. It was awkward once I got up because neither of us talked. I went to put my hand behind my neck. "Bad habit".

"Oh you're bleeding," she said with her brows furrowing. I loved when she did that she looked so cute and there was a little crease in between them that turned into a small wrinkle she had. I was too focused on her to even remember I was bleeding.

"Pfft bleeding no wa-,"I cut myself off when I saw both my elbows covered in blood. "Heh, um I'll be fine. No worries." I said. She grabbed my wrist.

"Come on," she pulled me with her and I followed without a single protest.

"Where are we going though," I asked. Without turning she spoke.

"My class room, there's a first aid kit in there." That was all she said as we walked to her class.

Haha Always getting screwed in PE, these two will have a free period together, and Lauren will tend to Sandra's wounds, hmm what might happen. Love?, Another fight? we'll see. Thank you for reading please comment, share and liked. I'll try to update soon.Enjoy.