My life's a mess
I feel like wasted
What's wrong with my brain?
It keeps on holding on with the pain
I'm alive but I can't feel my body
I've used all my energy, just to cry everyday
I'm totally devastated, I still cannot face it
The fucking memories keeps bothering my present
I hate when I can't do anything
I just wanted now to stop breathing
The pain that was left to me wasn't worth remembering
No matter what they say, my heart's breaking
Do they think I enjoyed being this miserable?
That I never dreamed someday to be happy like them all
But how can I do that if life's not fair?
Not everyone knows, so they don't care
Do you know what hurts the most?
Is when you cannot repeat what has done
People, memories, and friendship,
They are all in the past
But they teaches us that people come and left like the sun
