I hate myself even if I had lose it
I act as if everything was fine, and I'm tired of it
This is not the way I used to be
Wish there's someone who will be there for me
People change and I can't bear to keep pace
Everywhere I go, I feel like I'm lost and I need to change
Do you know how it feels?
It's making my life a real waste
This is crazy like the game we played
I'm left with nothing
It's okay, I'll take the blame
I've got nothing to say
I'll never change
But I can never be my old self again
I want to forget everyone
Go far away and do what I want
I have had enough to find good in everything
Cause it hurts like hell now that I'm left with nothing
I'm tired of hugging all the pain
And now my smile will never be the same
