Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 3 {COMPLETED}

45. "Don't Worry Babe, I'm Yours."

I sat on the couch in the living room of the house that I share with my boyfriend of three years, Shawn Mendes. He's currently away on tour and I miss him more than anything. I remember, when I first met him, I knew that he was the one that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I went on my phone and browsed through Instagram. One of Shawn's best friends, Brian Craigen, has been running an Instagram account that posts behind the scenes pictures. My stomach went into knots as I looked at the pictures of Shawn and his opening act, Alessia Cara. They were sitting awfully close. I liked the photos anyways. A few minutes later, my phone rang. It was Shawn, so I answered.

"Hi baby." I said, and I cursed myself because I knew that he would be able to tell that I was upset.

"Hey honey, how are you doing?" He asked. Okay, so maybe he doesn't realize how I feel yet. I'm okay with that.

"I'm good. Just sitting on the couch missing you." I said.

"Oh honey I miss you too. I know you're on spring break, but do you have any homework babe?" Shawn asked.

"I have to pick a topic for a project and I have something to do for work, oh and I think I have to do something for English class too." I said.

"Well you'll be fine babe. I saw that you liked the @tourbts photos that Brian posted. Do you like the photos?" Shawn asked and I knew that he was trying to subtly dig deeper.

"Yeah, it's cool to see the behind the scenes photos." I said.

"Uh-huh. What did you think of the photos of Alessia and I?" Shawn asked. Ugh.

"They were nice. I liked them." I said.

"Why do I feel like there's more to how you're feeling?" Shawn asked.

"I'm fine Shawn. Really, I am." I said. Shawn sighed.

"Babe, be honest with me. Are you feeling jealous?" He asked.

"I'm fine Shawn." I said, now starting to feel slightly frustrated.

"Babe, I know you. I didn't know that he was going to post those photos, and when I saw them, I knew that you would feel jealous, so just be honest with me babe." Shawn said. I ran my fingers through my hair.

"I have homework to do Shawn." I said, and hung up. I wasn't trying to be rude, but I was frustrated. I didn't want to admit that I was feeling jealous and he kept pushing it. My phone dinged and I looked at it. It was a text from Shawn.

Shawny baby: Please talk to me babe.

Me: I have to focus on homework.

Shawny baby: I love you.

Me: I love you too.

I then took out my homework, but I kept going to the pictures and looking at them. I couldn't focus on my work, but I was able to get a little bit of it done. I went upstairs and into Shawn's office. I looked around at some of his guitars that were hanging up and looked at the blue acoustic one in the middle. I had bought it for him when we had been dating for six months. Shawn has always said that it's his favorite guitar.

I then sat down at his desk, which had a bunch of pictures of him and I and him and his loved ones. I looked at the picture that we took when we first met. At the time, I just thought that I was taking a picture with my favorite singer. I didn't realize that I was taking a picture with a guy that was about to ask me out and would change my life forever. I looked at the other photos and smiled a little. I then got up and laid down on the couch in there. I felt tired, and I liked napping in here. I've even napped in here when Shawn has been working on lyrics. I soon fell asleep.

I woke up to the feeling of someone kissing my lips. I opened my eyes and realized that it was Shawn. I closed my eyes and began to kiss back. I felt my heart race as if it were about to beat out of my chest, I felt sparks shoot through my body like fireworks, and I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy. Shawn smiled into the kiss and pulled away.

"What are you doing home baby? Don't you have a show tomorrow?" I asked. Shawn shook his head.

"No, I have the day off tomorrow. You weren't answering your phone and I could tell that something was wrong so I flew home." Shawn said as I sat up. He sat down next to me.

"I keep telling you Shawn, I'm fine." I lied.

"Why are you lying to me Y/n?" Shawn practically yelled. My eyes widened and I moved away a little. Shawn rarely yells and it freaked me out a bit. Shawn sighed. "I'm sorry to yell, but you're not telling me the truth, and I want to know what the hell is going on." Shawn said. Tears formed in my eyes.

"Okay, fine, yes I am jealous. You and Alessia are getting so close and I hate the fact that I'm so far away from you. She's a pretty girl and she could take you away from me so easily. I don't want you to leave me and I don't want you to be taken away from me." I said as I began to cry.

"No one, not even our future kids, not even your parents or my parents, could ever take me away from you, and I will never, ever, ever leave you baby. I love you so much Y/n. Someday I'm going to put a ring on your finger, I promise." Shawn said. I nodded.

"I'm just so scared. I never want to lose you. You're my best friend and I don't know what I would do without you." I said. Shawn pulled me onto his lap.

"Don't worry babe, I'm yours. My heart belongs to you and only you. I don't want any other girl but you. Actually no, there is another girl that I want besides you." Shawn said. My eyes widened.

"What? Who?" I asked. Shawn smiled at me.

"A little baby girl who will call me Daddy and call you Mommy." Shawn said. I smiled at him and hugged him as I sat on his lap.

"I love you." I said. Shawn kissed my cheek.

"I love you too baby. I'm going to propose to you someday, I promise. Actually, I can make a better promise: by the end of this year, we'll be engaged." Shawn said. My eyes widened.

"Really?" I asked. He smiled at me as he gazed at me with a look of so much love on his face.

"Yup. I already have permission from your parents to propose." Shawn said. I hugged him again.

"Oh my gosh. Do you have the ring already?" I said and asked as I pulled away from the hug. Shawn thought for a moment before smirking.

"I think that I'll keep that a secret." Shawn said. I groaned, causing him to chuckle.

"When will you propose?" I asked.

"Honestly, I'm not quite sure. Actually, that's a lie, I do know when I'm going to propose, but I can't tell you that just yet. I want it to be a surprise." Shawn said. I kissed his cheek, and he smiled at me.

"So, you're making promises to me, but I want to make a promise to you." I said.

"What is it babe?" He asked.

"I promise you that when you're about to get down on one knee, you don't have to be nervous. I promise you that when you ask me to marry you, I'll say yes. You don't have to worry about me saying no. I want you Shawn, I want you for the rest of my life and I'm so glad that you want to propose to me. But, like I said, I promise you that I'll say yes." I said. Shawn's smile widened and he kissed me again. The kiss gave me those amazing feelings again, the heart racing, the butterflies, the sparks, everything. We pulled away and smiled at each other.

"I love you. Thank you for those promises baby." Shawn said.

"I love you too, and you're welcome." I said. Shawn was home for a bit and he even helped me with some of my homework. I'm so glad that Shawn and I made those promises to each other. Two months later, we were engaged. I love Shawn so much.