Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 3 {COMPLETED}

48. He Comforts You

I laid in bed feeling so beyond sad. My depression hadn't bothered me in a while, but suddenly it came back and it was coming back hard. I felt practically numb, like I didn't want to move or do anything at all. Usually I would talk to my boyfriend, the singer and songwriter Shawn Mendes, about my depression, but he's away on tour. So instead, I laid in bed.

I heard the front door open. Who could be in the house? It must be someone I know if they have a key and they know the code to shut the alarm off. I heard the person walk around the first floor, and then come upstairs. My eyes were open as I stared at the wall. Suddenly, my boyfriend came into my view. He look at me and frowned.

"What's wrong love?" He asked. I opened up the blankets for him.

"Lay with me please?" I asked. Shawn nodded and got into bed and held me close to him. He rubbed my back and I began to cry.

"What's going on honey? I'm here when you're ready to talk." Shawn asked and said. I nodded and then after crying for a few minutes, I looked up at him.

"I feel so sad and I don't really know why. My depression hasn't bothered me in a while and it's coming back now and it's coming back hard. I don't know what to do Shawn, I just really don't know what to do." I said. Shawn held me closer to him.

"Shhh baby, I'm right here. What can I do for you? What can I do to make you feel better?" Shawn asked. I thought for a moment before shrugging.

"I don't know. I'm so sorry that you came home to surprise me and I'm just laying here being a blubbering mess." I said as I cried.

"Hey, stop, it's fine babe. You're not a blubbering mess. You have depression and you're struggling right now." Shawn said. I nodded.

"I think that I just need you to hold me. That's all I need right now. You." I said. Shawn kissed my forehead.

"I'm right here babe, and I promise you that I'm not going anywhere." Shawn said. I smiled a little and cuddled up to him more.

"Talk to me baby, I want to hear your voice. I've missed it." I said. Shawn chuckled as he held me close to him.

"Well, what do you want me to talk about darling?" Shawn asked. I thought for a moment. I could really use a confidence boost right now.

"How much do you love me Shawn?" I asked as I looked up at him. He smiled at me and brushed some stray hair out of my face.

"Oh my love, I love you more than anything in this world. You literally make me the happiest man alive. Did you know that I fell for you the moment that I laid eyes on you?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Yeah. You've told me that before." I said.

"Well it's true. I fell for your eyes before I fell for anything else. I still remember when we sat down for our first date and we talked for two hours, I was just in awe of you." Shawn said as he got a nostalgic look on his face.

"Why were you in awe of me?" I asked.

"Because of how strong you are. I remember you telling me about some of the stuff that's happened in your life, and not all of it was good stuff. There was a lot of bad in there too, yet you're still here. You're the strongest person that I know. And I remember the next day when we went on our second date and kissed for the first time. Damn, your kisses give me such insane feelings. You give me such insanely amazing feelings. You're my whole world, you're my everything. There's nothing that I wouldn't do for you baby. I love you." He said. I smiled at him.

"I love you too baby. Was there ever a moment in the early stages of us getting to know each other or when we first started to date that you wanted to say I love you, but you didn't?" I asked. Shawn thought for a moment before nodding.

"Yeah. I was way too scared to say it because it was really early in us knowing each other." Shawn said with a chuckle.

"How early was it?" I asked. Shawn blushed.

"I almost don't want to say." Shawn said.

"Oh come on babe! You know that you can tell me anything." I said. Shawn nodded.

"It was when Jake and I were driving you back to your house after we all spent the day at the Museum of Fine Arts, so it was literally the third day that I had known you. I remember that you were tired and you and I were sitting in the back while Jake drove so you leaned your head on my shoulder and said that you would close your eyes, but you ended up looking out the window. I asked you why you were looking out the windows and not closing your eyes and you said that you liked looking at the view of the city." Shawn said. I gasped.

"Oh my gosh. Are you serious?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Yeah." He said.

"That was when I wanted to say I love you for the first time too but I was afraid that if I did, it would scare you away." I said. His eyes widened and he smiled at me before kissing me. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through my body like fireworks. We soon pulled away and smiled at each other.

"That's amazing. I love you baby girl." Shawn said.

"I love you too baby boy." I said. He started to rub my back again.

"How are you feeling?" He asked.

"Much better. Thank you for helping me Shawn." I said.

"Of course darling. I'm always going to be here for you." He said. I smiled at him.

"How long are you home for?" I asked.

"A few days." He said. I nodded.

"Okay. Cuddle time?" I asked. He smiled and nodded.

"Yeah. Come here baby, come put your head on my chest." Shawn said as he laid on his back I put my head on his chest and fell asleep to the soothing sound of his heartbeat. I love Shawn so much and I'm so glad that he can always cheer me up.