Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 3 {COMPLETED}

64. Hate & A Fight

I've been on tour with my fiancé, Shawn Mendes, for almost two months now and it's been really fun to travel the world with my best friend. Shawn was at rehearsals so I was in his dressing room. Earlier in the day, Shawn and I had posted a picture of me sitting in his lap and I had captioned it "My favorite place to be: your arms." and Shawn commented on it with heart emojis. I was looking at the comments on the post and suddenly felt sad as I read some of the mean ones.

Y/n is so ugly.

Y/n is so disgusting.

Shawn should just leave Y/n.

Y/n should just do Shawn a favor and leave him.

Y/n is only with him for the money.

I didn't even realize that I had been crying until Shawn walked back in and sat down next to me.

"What's wrong love?" He asked.

"Nothing, I'm just being stupid." I said.

"Hey! Never say that! What's wrong honey? Why are you crying?" He asked. I wiped my tears away.

"I keep looking at some of the comments on my post about us and some of them aren't so nice." I said. Shawn sighed and ran his fingers through his hair.

"Babe, we're going to get married and we've been together for almost four years. You should be used to this by now." He said. My eyes widened. Usually he comforts me and reassures me that I'm not the things that people are saying.

"What?" I asked.

"You should be used to the hate by now. Don't take it so personally." Shawn said as if it was nothing.

"So I shouldn't take it personally when people are telling me that I'm fat, that I'm ugly, that I'm just with you for the money, that I should do you a favor and leave you or you should leave me? I shouldn't take any of that personally Shawn?" I asked as I yelled.

"Babe, shhh, my team is going to hear you." Shawn said.

"Are you serious?! That is what you're worried about? Your team hearing me? Wow. Usually you comfort me and tell me that I'm not the words that they're saying and that everything is okay. I can't believe that you're acting like this." I said.

"Well I'm sorry that I can't always baby you and coddle you Y/n!" Shawn yelled back.

"That's not what I'm asking for! I'm just asking for you to show me so love and reassurance!" I said. Shawn sighed.

"Whatever, I don't have time for this right now Y/n." Shawn said.

"Fine. I'm done. I'll be on the tour bus." I said as I got up and started to walk out of the room but Shawn gently grabbed my wrist.

"Wait, what do you mean you're done?" He asked.

"I'm done with this fight. I won't be on the side of the stage tonight Shawn." I said, and left the room. I told Andrew what happened and he had a security person walk me back to the bus. I went to the back of the bus, got under the covers in bed, and closed my eyes.

Shawn's point of view

"Fifteen minutes until you're on Shawn." Andrew Gertler, my manager said.

"I need Y/n. I can't go on without Y/n on the side of the stage." I said as I felt my anxiety rising.

"Shawn, you made her feel like crap. She's on the bus and you're going to have concerts where she won't be able to attend because of school. This show will be like practice for that." Andrew said. I shook my head.

"No. I need her tonight. I know I messed up and I'm going to fix it, I swear, but I'm not going onstage until I know that she's going to be on the side of the stage." I said. Andrew sighed and rubbed his face.

"I'll see what I can do." Andrew said and I thanked him.

Your point of view

I woke up to the feeling of someone shaking me. I looked and it was Andrew.

"Shawn's saying that he's not going onstage unless you're on the side of the stage." Andrew said. I groaned.

"He messed up and made me feel like crap. He can do it without me." I said.

"Well, he's refusing. I'm not saying that you have to kiss and makeup before the show, just please be on the side of the stage. We'll figure this out." Andrew said. I sighed.

"Fine." I said.

"Thank you." Andrew said as I got up.

"You're welcome." I said. I crossed my arms and headed back into the venue. Shawn saw me and smiled.

"Y/n! You're here!" Shawn said.

"I didn't really feel like I had a choice since I was told that you were refusing to go on unless I was on the side of the stage." I said, not even looking at him.

"Babe, I messed up. We'll work this out, I promise." Shawn said. I nodded and he touched my arm so I would look at him.

"What?" I asked.

"I'm sorry. I have to go on now, but we'll fix this, I promise." He said. I nodded and he went onstage.

Shawn was on the piano at one point, and someone was walking me to where he was. He began to talk while I walked there with Jake, Shawn's security guard.

"So, earlier, my fiancé Y/n was getting some mean comments, which isn't right. If you're sending her hate, you need to stop. I'm happier than I've ever been and I'm more in love than I've ever been, so please respect that. Unfortunately, when Y/n told me about the hate, I didn't really react in the way that I should have and I feel so bad about that. Her and I got into a fight and I know that she's still upset with me, but Y/n, would you mind sitting on the piano please? There's a song that I want to sing to you." Shawn asked and said once he saw me. I sighed but nodded and he lifted me up and started to sing Never Be Alone as he played it on the piano. Tears formed in my eyes, and at the end of it, Shawn lifted me off the piano and set me down.

"I'm sorry that I almost didn't watch the show." I said to him. He pulled me in for a hug.

"I'm sorry for what I said. I shouldn't have reacted like that. I'm so sorry babe." Shawn said and I could tell that he was about to cry. I rubbed his back.

"Shhh, it's okay, it's in the past." I said as I pulled away from the hug and helped to wipe his tears away.

"I thought that I was going to lose you when you said that you were done." Shawn said. I pulled him in for another hug.

"No. You're never going to lose me baby, I promise. I was just done with the fight. I love you Shawn." I said. He kissed my cheek.

"I love you too. I'll see you in a bit, okay?" He asked. I nodded and smiled at him.

"Okay. See you later rock star." I said and Shawn laughed. I stepped off of the stage and then saw Shawn later. I'm so glad that him and I made up. I love him so much.