Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 3 {COMPLETED}

118. Pleasure?*

A/n: Smuttiness is ahead so get the holy water out! Also, explicit language in this one! Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Also, I was kind of in a rush to write this because my friend is coming over. Okay, without further ado, let's begin!

I woke up in the morning to my husband of four months, the singer and songwriter Shawn Mendes, already smiling at me. When I smiled at him as he pulled me closer to him. He kissed my forehead and the spot that he kissed was left feeling tingly, even after his lips were no longer there.

"Good morning my wonderful wife." Shawn said.

"Good morning my amazing husband." I said.

"Did you know that I love being married to you?" He asked. My smile widened.

"Yes, I did know that, and I love being married to you too." I said and felt butterflies in my tummy when I saw his smile widen. He then took his thumb and ran it over my lips a few times.

"I fucking love these lips." He said.

"Well I fucking love your lips." I said. He smiled.

"You know, my lips would really like to meet up with yours. Is there any way that we could set that up?" Shawn asked teasingly. I giggled.

"Oh shut up and kiss me." I said. Shawn laughed and then put his lips on mine. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through me like fireworks. Shawn's tongue swiped against my bottom lip, asking for entrance, which I happily granted. He held the back of my head with his hand and then pulled away.

"Baby, I want to make love to you. Will you let me?" He asked. I smiled and nodded.

"Yes." I said. His smile widened and he leaned over and grabbed a condom. We stood up out of bed and he came over to undress me. He kissed me one more time.

"Lay down darling." He said and I nodded.

"Can I put the condom on you?" I asked. He nodded.

"Of course." He said. I smiled and put it on him. "Ready?"

"Yeah." I said. He then entered me as he buried his face in my neck and licked my neck. Usually when he enters me, I feel pleasure right away, but for some reason, I wasn't feeling any right now.

"Oh fuck darling, you're so tight for me kitten." He moaned. I kissed the side of his head as I ran my fingers through his hair. Usually, I tug at his hair and scratch at his back because the pleasure that I get from him being inside of me is such a wonderful and truly beautiful feeling, but right now I wasn't feeling any pleasure at all.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you too honey. Oh fuck baby you're making me feel amazing." Shawn said. I felt bad. Do I just lay here and let him have his way with me so he can cum or do I say something? And why wasn't I feeling any pleasure? Maybe I just have to let the pleasure build, but I quickly realized that there was still nothing. I put my hands on Shawn's shoulders.

"Wait, Shawn, can you stop for a second please?" I asked. He stopped moving and picked his head up to look at me.

"Everything okay darling? Am I hurting you or something?" He asked. I shook my head.

"No, um, I don't know why but for some reason I'm not feeling any pleasure right now. I thought that maybe it would build but I'm not feeling it." I said.

"Oh. I'm sorry baby." He said as he pulled out.

"Well do you want to keep going so you can cum?" I asked. He tilted his head and frowned.

"Honey, if you're not feeling any pleasure then I'm not going to keep going. I just feel bad that I couldn't make you feel any pleasure." He said as he took off the condom and threw it away.

"It's okay honey. Um, do you want me to give you a hand job or something?" I asked. He came over and kissed my forehead.

"No, it's okay." He said.

"But you're still hard baby." I pointed out. Shawn shook his head.

"I can use my own hand honey. You seem hesitant about giving me a hand job." He said. He was right.

"Yeah. I don't know why. I'm sorry that I wasn't feeling any pleasure or anything." I said. Shawn laid next to me and kissed my cheek as I stared straight ahead.

"It's okay baby. You didn't do anything wrong. Do you want me to go in the bathroom to give myself a hand job or do you want me to lay next to you?" He asked. I thought for a moment.

"Um, I'm hungry so I think that I'll go downstairs while you do that." I said. He nodded and kissed my cheek. I got dressed and went downstairs without looking back at him. I couldn't. I was too upset with myself. I started to make the pancakes when tears welled up in my eyes and then fell onto my cheeks. I hadn't even heard Shawn coming down the stairs or walk into the kitchen. I suddenly felt a hand on my back as I wiped a tear away and I jumped.

"Shhh baby, it's just me." He said. I nodded and sniffled.

"Oh, um, I'm just making pancakes." I said. He nodded and then took over the pancakes.

"You go sit down babe, I'll do this." He said.

"Do you not want me with you?" I asked, suddenly feeling really insecure. He looked at me with wide eyes.

"No honey that's not it, I just wanted you to go sit so you can relax." He said. I nodded.

"Oh. Can we have counter talks?" I asked. He smiled at me and nodded before picking me up and putting me on the counter.

"There you go darling." He said.

"Thank you, and again, I'm really sorry." I said.

"It's okay baby. Don't apologize honey." He said. I nodded and watched Shawn make the pancakes.

"You know that I want to feel the pleasure right?" I asked. Shawn nodded.

"Of course I do baby." He said.

"I didn't do it on purpose." I said just as Shawn was finishing up making the pancakes. He almost dropped one as he looked at me with wide eyes. He then came to stand between my legs and he held my face in his hands so he could wipe my tears away.

"I know that honey. Please don't beat yourself up." He said.

"I feel really bad." I said.

"Why darling? You didn't do anything wrong." He asked and said.

"Because you love being intimate with me and you pulled out because I wasn't feeling any pleasure." I said as I continued to cry.

"Honey, it's okay. We can try again later if you want." He said. I shrugged.

"I don't know." I said.

"What can I do darling? It breaks my heart to see the love of my life cry." He asked and said.

"I'm sorry. Um, can I just have a hug? Can you just hold me right now please?" I asked. Shawn smiled and nodded.

"Of course darling." He said. He picked me up and set me down so my feet were touching the floor. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his shoulders. Later on when we made love, I was able to feel pleasure and I came, making Shawn and I very happy.