Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 3 {COMPLETED}

57. Honeymoon Nerves*

A/n: Okay, there's a bit of a smut warning in this. IF YOU ARE YOUNGER THAN SIXTEEN, DON'T READ THIS! It doesn't really go into detail but it does mention smut a bit. Also, explicit language in this one! Okay, please enjoy this imagine. Let's begin!

Shawn and I just had a lovely dinner. It's the first night of our honeymoon in Hawaii and we're both very excited. Shawn and I have been together for about four years now, and he's my soulmate and my everything. I've always known that I want to make sure that I'm with the right guy first before I have sex, so I waited until marriage. That means that tonight will be my first time having sex. I'm nervous, but I trust Shawn. We were holding hands as we walked back to our hotel room when he squeezed my hand gently. I looked up at him.

"What's up hubby?" I asked. He smiled.

"Are you okay wifey? You seem nervous." He asked and said. I stopped walking and so did he.

"I'm about to lose my virginity, so yeah, I'm nervous. I'm going to go in the bathroom and get changed into something else, so you just wait in the bedroom okay?" I asked. Shawn smiled and nodded.

"Okay." He said.

"Oh, and don't undress yourself. I want to undress you." I said. Shawn kissed my cheek and then nodded.

"Okay baby. Whatever you want. This is your first time so I want to make it special for you." He said. I smiled at him.

"I love you Shawn Mendes." I said.

"I love you too Y/n Mendes." He said, and then we resumed our walk back to our hotel room. When we got in, I went to my suitcase and pulled out the white lace lingerie set as Shawn sat on the bed.

"Okay, keep your eyes closed and don't open them until you hear the bathroom door click shut." I said.

"Okay darling." He said. I went in the bathroom, took off my makeup, and got changed into the lingerie. I held onto the sink for a moment as I took a few deep breaths. I then opened the door a little so Shawn could only see my face.

"Are you ready?" I asked. He nodded.

"Definitely." He said. I stepped out and when he saw me his eyes widened and his jaw dropped as he stood up.

"How do I look?" I asked nervously.

"You look so fucking hot and sexy babe. Oh my gosh. Come here." He said. I smiled at him and he gently grabbed my face so we could kiss. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through my body like fireworks. Shawn then reached his hands down and squeezed my bum repeatedly, causing me to gasp. Shawn took this opportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth, and soon we were both moaning into the kiss. I pulled away and unbuttoned his white shirt and took it off. I then finished undressing him until he was left in his Calvin's. That's when I froze.

"Can we sit down for a minute please?" I asked. He looked concerned but we sat down on the bed.

"What's wrong love?" He asked.

"How badly is it going to hurt?" I asked. Shawn thought for a moment before speaking.

"I think that it's different for everybody. It might not even hurt at all. Honey if you don't want to have sex tonight, we don't have to. I want to do what's best for you." He said. I smiled at him.

"No Shawn, I want to do it tonight. I'm just nervous I guess. But I trust you. I think that part of it is, well, you're so big." I said with a giggle. Even though Shawn and I had never had sex before, I had seen his... you know. He smiled at me.