Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 3 {COMPLETED}

190. Forgiveness & Love

A/n: Explicit language in this one! Anyways, please enjoy this imagine. Okay, without further ado, let's begin!

I was sitting at home, waiting for my fiancé, the singer and songwriter Shawn Mendes, to come home, when the doorbell rang. Who could be here? I opened the door and saw two young boys from up the street.

"Hi Miss Y/l/n, could we wash yours and Shawn's car please?" They asked. Shawn had gone out with a friend, so his car was here. I smiled and nodded.

"Sure. Do you guys need sponges or anything?" I asked as I got my shoes on so I could sit on the steps as they washed my white jeep and Shawn's black jeep, JBone. They shook their heads.

"No, we have our own stuff." They said.

"Okay. I'll be right out." I said.

"Okay." They said. I grabbed my wallet so I could pay them when they were done, and then went to sit on the front steps. I watched as they got to work on washing the cars.

"I remember when I was around your age, I used to wash my parent's cars all of the time." I said. The boys smiled and nodded.

"It's fun and it's good to do it for other people." One of the boys, Brad, said. I nodded.

"It is. It's always good to spread kindness throughout life." I said. The boys nodded.

"Yeah." Michael said. I watched as they washed the cars. Soon, Brian's car pulled into the driveway and Shawn got out. I stood up when I saw that he was frowning.

"Hi honey." I said to him. He looked at me.

"Hi." He said as he walked over to me. He kissed my cheek, rather than my lips. Why didn't he kiss me on the lips.

"Are you okay?" I asked. He nodded.

"Yeah." He said as the boys finished washing the car.

"We're all done Miss Y/l/n." They said. I pulled a twenty out of my wallet and then stopped myself. I got out two tens and gave one ten to each boy.

"There you go. Thank you guys so much for this. Get yourself some ice cream or something, okay?" I asked. They smiled and nodded and left. Shawn and I went in the house.

"What the fuck was that?" He asked as soon as the door was shut. I turned to him, feeling confused.

"What the fuck was what? They wanted to do a good deed so I paid them for it." I asked and said.

"Okay, but you let them touch my car without my permission." He said.

"Are you serious? I get the fact that you love your car, but I remember doing the same thing when I was little." I asked and said.

"So when you were little, you went to your neighbors house and asked them to pay you to wash their cars?" He asked.

"The boys never asked me and no, that's not what happened. I used to wash my parents cars all of the time. I didn't think that it would be a big deal to let them do something good for someone else." I said, not fully understanding why he was getting upset with me.

"Well you should have asked my permission." He said.

"Shawn I don't understand why you're getting so upset. I'm sorry that I didn't ask for your permission, but I didn't think that it would be a big deal for them to wash the cars." I said as I played with my fingers. I hate fighting with Shawn. I felt like I just wanted to hug him and kiss him, but I had a feeling that that wouldn't be happening.

"Whatever Y/n, just leave me the fuck alone." He said and stormed upstairs and slammed his office door shut. I sat on the couch and tried to figure out what had just happened.

Sometimes, when Shawn and I are upset with each other, I try to find quotes or songs to explain how I'm feeling. I remembered that Miley Cyrus has a song called Forgiveness and Love. I decided to wait a little bit for him to cool down, and then I would go upstairs and play the song for him. After about half an hour, I went upstairs and knocked on the door. He didn't answer, so I knocked again.

"Shawn? Can I come in please?" I asked.

"Sure." He said. I opened the door and saw that he was sitting at his desk writing lyrics. I sat down in the chair that was next to his desk. He was still looking at the lyrics and before I could say anything, he began to talk. "Let me guess, you're either going to read me a quote or you're going to play me a song."

"Um, yes actually. It's just... I have trouble with my words sometimes so I use the quotes and songs to help me." I said.

"Okay. Is this one a song or quote?" He asked, still looking at the lyrics.

"It's a song." I said.

"Okay, let's hear it." He said.

"Would you, um, would you mind taking a break from looking at the lyrics so you can focus on the song please?" I asked. He sighed and put down his pencil.

"Sure." He said.

"Thank you." I said.

"You're welcome." He said, and I played the song. It soon got to the chorus and second verse.

"The only thing that our hearts are made of / Are the acts of forgiveness and love / The only thing real, when push comes to shove / Are the acts of forgiveness and love / 'Cause in the end, no one loses or wins / The story begins, again and again / With forgiveness and love / You don't ever have to read my mind / You can see it when you close your eyes / Don't believe it when you lose your faith / Another moment is a moment away / I can't tell you what the future holds or how to live / All I know is what feels right lights up my life again and again" Miley sang. After a little bit, the song ended, and I looked at Shawn, who patted his lap.

"Come here darling. Come sit on my lap." He said, and I did as told.

"I'm sorry that I didn't ask your permission." I said.

"It's okay. I'm sorry that I overreacted." Shawn said and I cuddled my head onto his shoulder.

"It's okay. Can we go cuddle in bed please?" I asked.

"Yeah. Come here baby girl." He said as he lifted me up bridal style, causing me to squeal since I hadn't been expecting this.

"Shawn!" I said as I laughed.

"Yes my love?" He asked with a smirk.

"I wasn't expecting that." I said as he laid me down on our bed.

"Yeah I like surprising you with things because I love hearing you squeal and laugh. It makes my heart flutter." Shawn said as he got in on his side of the bed and pulled me close to him. He slung his leg over my hip so I couldn't escape his embrace - not that I would ever want to.

"I love you baby." I said.

"I love you too honey. Come here, I want a kiss from you." He said. I smiled and put my lips on his. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy like crazy, and I felt sparks shoot through my body like fireworks on the Fourth of July. Shawn and I pulled away and smiled at each other.

"Cuddle and snuggle time. I missed you today and I don't like fighting with you." I said as I snuggled my face into Shawn's chest. He rubbed my back.

"I missed you too and I don't like fighting with you either darling. Rest babe." He said. I nodded, and soon, I was asleep. I love Shawn so much.