Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 3 {COMPLETED}

154. "Come Home To Us."

Tomorrow, my husband of almost eight years, the singer and songwriter, Shawn Mendes, goes back on tour. He hasn't been on tour since before we got married. It was hard for him to make the decision to take a break from music for so long, but Shawn explained in a live stream to his fans, and to everyone, that he needed to take some time off. He pointed out in the live stream that him and I had just gotten married two months before, and that we wanted to be married for a year before we start trying to have kids. He then waited until our oldest child, Rose, was about six years old until he decided to go back on tour.

He was sitting on the couch with his head in his hands when I walked into the living room. I sat down next to him and put my hand on his back so I could rub his back. He looked up at me and I could tell by the look on his face that he was sad.

"What's wrong handsome?" I asked. He turned and nuzzled his face into my neck, it's something that he does when he wants to be comforted. I wrapped my arms around him and rubbed his back and shoulders. He moved his head a little, but kept his face slightly buried in my neck.

"I don't want to leave you guys tomorrow." He said.

"Oh I know honey, but you love tour and this is for work. Plus, now your fans will be able to hear all of those beautiful songs that you wrote while you were taking a break, but now they can hear them live." I said. He nodded his head against my neck.

"I'm going to miss you and the kids so much." Shawn said.

"We'll miss you too baby. But you'll come home for breaks and things like that." I reminded him. He nodded and then picked his head up and put his lips on mine. I felt my heart race as if I had just run a marathon, I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my tummy, and I felt sparks shoot through my body like fireworks.

"I'm going to miss your kisses." Shawn said when we pulled away. I smiled a little.

"I'm going to miss your kisses too. When the kids wake up, after breakfast, I'm going to take them out, and as much as I would love for you to come, it's a surprise for you, okay?" I asked. He looked sad but nodded.

"Okay." He said. A little bit later, the kids woke up and after breakfast, I went over to my mom's house. She had known that we were coming.

"So what do you want her to do?" My mom asked me as Jake and Rose stayed in the car and I brought Sarah inside.

"If she could just draw some pictures for Shawn that he can keep with him while he's on tour that would be great. Maybe one where it's the five of us and another one if she wants." I said. My mom nodded.

"Okay, we can do that. Right Sarah?" My mom asked my two year old daughter. Sarah smiled at her and nodded.

"Yeah!" She said.

"Thank you for doing this mom." I said as I gave her a hug.

"You're welcome." She said. I left and got back in the car.

"Mommy where are we going?" Rose, my six year old, asked.

"We're going to a little store nearby to pick out some presents for Daddy since he's leaving tomorrow." I said.

"Mommy?" She asked after a pause.

"Yes sweet pea?" I asked.

"I don't want him to leave." She said, and my heart broke.

"I know you don't and I don't want him to leave either, but he has to do this for work." I said.

"Okay." She said. A few minutes later, we arrived at the store. Before we got out of the car, I turned around and looked at two out of my three kids.