Loving The Right Way

CHAPTER SEVEN

Atlanta, Georgia
October 20th,2019

Nick Breeding

I was becoming frustrated with being in this hospital, I felt like I was handicapped and hopeless all I wanted to do was go home. Today was the day Maci was gonna come bring the girls to see me again, Last time Roddy came but now it was her turn to bring them.

We ain't talk since our exchange of words via text message the other night. I ain't gonna lie I was jealous because I really thought my situation would have given me the chance of making things right between me and Maci but then Tiny sent me the picture with her and Gervonta and all I wanted to do was just grab her by the neck and choke her ass out. I was so mad that she was being selfish, she didn't even call me at all that day if I could remember correctly it was like I didn't exist to her anymore.

A slight tap was at the door before the person opened it, it was Maci and the girls. Nichole was so happy to see me,

and so was Nikita,

I was so lucky to have them as my kids despite the circumstances that were never going to stop me from doing what I had to do for them both. I know when Nikita was born I wasn't there but I promise that won't ever happen again.

Maci wasn't even trying to look at me and she was only bringing bad energy right now, "You could look at me ya know, look I think I should be the adult in this situation and apologize for how I reacted it was uncalled for and I let my emotions take the best of me. I'm sorry for insulting you and questioning your parenting it was wrong of me considering I wasn't there for you when you needed me most." I thought my apology would of help the way she was treating me but she didn't even respond back, she just sat in the chair that was in the corner on her phone. I wasn't about to kiss her ass it was her business if she wanted to be stubborn and act that way with me.

I picked up both of my girls even though I had one messed up arm, I still could have picked them up. "Hey, daddy big girls, I missed you, yeah dada miss you," I coo'ed at both of them. The only thing I needed to brighten up my day, with them around Maci was the least of my worries and it was obvious that I was the least of hers.

"Did you feed them, Nikita is getting a little cranky and I think she's hungry."

"I mean I don't remember considering I ain't a good parent," she said while taking Nikita from me.

If I could of move I think I would of choke the fuck outta this girl because it's obvious she was trying me. "Ok, you know what Maci thank you so much for bringing the girls to see me I appreciated that a lot but you guys could leave I need some rest."
Nikita was getting fussier and I think it was starting to bother Maci and I only made it worse by saying what I said. With all the noise from the busy hospital and the crying from Nikita, baby Nichole was knocked out.

Maci placed the bottle inside her mouth getting her to finally quiet down sucking away on her bottle with a wet face from all the crying.

"You know I've been trying to avoid the whole crazy baby momma thing I really have but if I was to keep these girls from seeing you I'd be the bad guy here in this situation. You turn into a worthless ass nigga when it came to our relationship and because of what huh, EXACTLY you can't even answer that. You turned to drinking excessively, you started fucking the girls at the club, you basically forgot about me. The women who you promised that no matter what you was gonna protect me, you were gonna do right by me but you couldn't keep that promise," tears were just streaming down her face while she bounced her leg to put the baby sleep, "you didn't even have a valid reason as to why you did what you did because to this day you treat Nichole as if she's yours, I TREAT HER LIKE MY OWN. And you know why because if you could remember our first child was taken from us and God in return gave you another blessing that turned into my blessing as well. I really thought I could have come here and just feel something for you but I don't, and I don't think I ever will anytime soon or ever. As of today Nick anytime you want to pick them up or see them you go through Roddy, I don't want to see you or have no kind of contact with you," she got up placing Nikita in her carrier picking it up along with Nichole's. "Oh and by the way let your informant at the club know that I'm happy my words didn't get to her and I hope she learns the hard way."

This what I hated about Maci she loved having a one-sided argument, she came in here with an attitude and she was taking shots and expected me not to say anything or do anything. As long as I got to see my kids I don't care what she does because at this point I was over it, I was trying to make things right only to fuck them up. If she didn't want to see me anymore then fine I could deal with that.

"Hey baby," tiny came walking in with a big basket in front of her. I was caught by surprise even a little happy to see her. She placed the basket on the table that was in front of my bed, walking over to me, giving me a nasty ass kiss tongue and everything. My hand travels down to her legs, creeping up her short dress.

"I forget my purse," we both were startled as the door flew open and Maci walked back in. She just stood there eyeing tiny and to be honest I didn't know what Maci was about to do but I didn't wanna find out.

"Really Nick what you had her waiting for me to leave huh, that's why you asked me and the girls to leave huh, you know what scratch what I said before don't ask me to see my kids period I don't want to mess up your time you spend with your hoes. FUCK YOU AND FUCK THIS BROKE DOWN ASS BOTTLE GIRL," she turned towards her, "this nigga gonna continue using you as he does with every bitch that comes in contact with him. You would be lucky too if his dick still even works when he gets out this hospital."