hard to love

Chapter 20

taylors POV

opie unlocked the door him and my dad came in from the table. my dad came in and hugged me as opie had kip go back to the party.

"i hate this. i never wanted to tell you especially not tonight. but when he touched me i was reminded of everything. i tried avoiding him and never being alone with him but i guess it didnt help. im so sorry daddy."

"taylor you listen to me dont ever apologize for any of this. you didnt do ANYTHING WRONG. i am here to protect you baby. i wish you would have to me the first time but i understand why you didnt. but DONT EVER keep shit like that or anything again. you can talk to me about anything taylor nicole. we are going to fix this." i told her then hugged her tighter.

"daddy i feel so ashamed and now everyone knows theyre not going to look at me the same." "baby dont be ashamed dont you ever be ashamed. you did nothing wrong. that prick is wrong. im so sorry baby." "ill be okay dad. dont worry please." she said as she kissed my cheek.

my kid was worried about me, and me hurting when she was the one who was hurt. just like her mother would be.

"i love you so much taylor. theres nothing in this world i wouldnt do for you. why dont you and opie go to the house. i dont want you here for a few days." i told her looking at opie "dont push me away please dad." she pleaded "no baby the club is dealing with this and i dont want you here for it i dont want that bastard to have any chance to be around you. please just go home for a bit. "okay daddy. i love you." she said hugging me again. "i love you too baby." i kissed the top of her head.

 "ill have your jeep brought to the house tomorrow, lock this door, put your bike in the garage and if you knock my daughter up before making her an honest woman ill kill you." i said looking at opie. "yes sir." he answered "daddy jesus were not stupid." taylor said "yeah baby me and your mom didnt think we were "being stupid" but look here i am sixteen years later. but she was my old lady we knew we were it for each other taylor, remember that." i kissed her head again and left.

taylors POV

i watched my dad leave opies dorm "did we just get a blessing from my dad?" i said looking at opie. he looked back at me for a minute "yeah i guess so. i think thats as good as its gonna ever get babe." he said laughing. "youre probably right, lets get going." i said as i hugged and kissed him. he packed his bag and followed me. i walked into the main part of the clubhouse all of SAMCRO was at the bar they all looked at me. this is exactly what i didnt want. i hurried and said goodbye to everyone they all said sorry, they love me and kissed my head.

happy was the last one he got up from the bar stool put his arm over my shoulders and walked me outside towards the bikes. he turned and hugged me "im so sorry. i thought you were off that night when i took you home but i didnt want to pry or upset you even more taylor. you didnt deserve any of that. dont ever keep anything hidden again. i am always here for you. doesnt matter what time, where or for what you fuckin call me. dont ever hesitate to call me. even if i transfer charters you can call me. i knew something was wrong and i failed you for that i am so sorry taylor." he held me the whole time he hardly ever talked this much, i was shocked "its okay hap. i didnt want anyone to know. please dont be so angry with yourself or blame your self theres nothing you or anyone yall could have done. and please dont let my dad spiral i know he blames himself. thank you for everything hap" i squeezed me arms around his waist "anytime taylor." he said kissing my head then let me go "im gonna get a drink. be safe." i turned to watch him walk back in as opie came outside.

i dont think anyone ever seen that side of happy if i wasnt on the recieving end i would never believe it. i walked the rest of the way to opies bike and waited for him. he handed me a helmet then his bag and climbed on. i got on behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist. he started his bike i loved opies bike it always felt different than the others. "you ready baby" opie yelled over his shoulder i squeezed his waist to tell him i was and he took off.