hard to love

chapter 15

*I don't own the song I use. I only own my original characters*

Opies POV

what the hell just happened. i turned around and her gift was sitting on the bed. i opened it and realized it was empty. when did she take the necklace out? why would she keep it and the note? maybe she didnt hate me after all. well after tonight she definitely does. fuck. i slammed the dorm room door. i walked up to the bar a got a beer. i looked over to see taylor standing next to jake talking to jax and half-sac. i needed some air as i stormed past them i seen his hand on her lower back, son of a bitch. i wanted to beat the hell out of him but i didnt want to mess up taylors night more than i already have.

Taylors POV

god why do i keep doing this? i hated myself cause i couldnt resist opie. i loved that big asshole even if he did hurt me. i looked up as opie was storming passed us. jax looked at me with his eyebrow raised and i just shrugged. i didnt want to think about it or talk about it. jax poured us all shots. My dad was right we were all alcoholics.

i seen gemma walk out of the kitchen pushing a big ass cake. everyone started singing happy birthday well atleast most everyone some people were to drunk. i blew out my candles and made my wish. "happy birthday baby." my dad said kissing my temple. "thank you daddy for everything." we danced to my little girl after we had cake and ice cream. that was the only country song he let other people know that he knew it.

secretly he has always danced in the living room with me to any country song. "tonight has been perfect daddy thank you for everything i love you." i said as the song ended. "baby you are my world you deserve the absolute best. i love you more than life itself." "i think im gonna go up to the roof for some air and alone time." "okay baby" he said kissing my forehead. i walked with jake outside we walked past opie and happy sitting at the picnik table. i walked jake to his truck he hadnt drank so i knew be would be okay to drive home, we hugged goodbye. i went up to the roof and pulled my phone out, i needed music.

Wrapped up, so consumed by all this hurt
If you ask me, don't know where to start
Anger, love, confusion
Roads that go nowhere
I know that somewhere better
'Cause you always take me there

Came to you with a broken faith
Gave me more than a hand to hold
Caught before I hit the ground
Tell me I'm safe, you've got me now

Would you take the wheel
If I lose control?
If I'm lying here
Will you take me home?

Could you take care of a broken soul?
Will you hold me now?
Oh, will you take me home?
Oh, will you take me home?
Oh, will you take me home?
Oh, will you take me home?
Oh, will you take me home?

Hold the gun to my head, count 1, 2, 3
If it helps me walk away then it's what I need
Every minute gets easier
The more you talk to me
You rationalize my darkest thoughts
Yeah, you set them free

Came to you with a broken faith
Gave me more than a hand to hold
Caught before I hit the ground
Tell me I'm safe, you've got me now

Would you take the wheel
If I lose control?
If I'm lying here
Will you take me home?

Could you take care of a broken soul?
Oh, will you hold me now?
Oh, will you take me home?
Oh, will you take me home?
Oh, will you take me home?
Oh, will you take me home?

You say space will make it better
And time will make it heal
I won't be lost forever
And soon I wouldn't feel
Like I'm haunted, oh, falling

You say space will make it better
And time will make it heal
I won't be lost forever
And soon I wouldn't feel
Like I'm haunted, oh, falling