hard to love

chapter 36

opies POV 

i followed taylor into my dorm, she sat on the bed while i went into the bathroom to grab the first aid kit. we kept one in every bathroom and one behind the bar. i kneeled down in front of her and started cleaning her scrathes. 

"what she say to piss you off so much babe." i asked as i finished up. 

she looked at me and sighed.

"she called me a biker slut and asked if i was going to suck everyones dicks. i told her to move out of my way, she asked what i was gonna do about it. then told me that jake was hers and to leave him alone. dont get mad but i may have told her he was at my house before and i could guarantee he would be there again. but i didnt mean it they was she thought i just told her that to piss her off. thats when she pushed me. ive been wanting to kick her ass for a couppe years but today was the first time i could get her to touch me first and i just didnt hold back." she told me holding onto my wrist. i just looked at her and packed up the first aid kit. i went and put it back into the bathroom. i stood  leaning against the door frame looking at her. 

"well since youre mad about bullshit. im gonna go home." she said standing up and walkin towards the door. i walked over to her and put my hand on the door and turned her around to look at her. 

"im not mad tay. and youre not leaving. im amused if anything." i told her putting my hands on her hips. she just looked up at me. "that was pretty hot too. but next time you beat some bitches ass  i want to be there." i told her squeezing her hips. 

"you think its hot when i kick ass?" she asked me with a smirk. 

"its fuckin hot ass hell babe." i told her leaning down to kiss her. she deepened the kiss as she pulled herself up and wrapped her legs around me. i carried her to the bed where we stripped each other. we started off fast and hard but ended going slow. we both reached our climax together. 

we laid down her head on my chest with my arm wrapped around her. 

"im gonna give you my crow one day" i told her kissing the top of her head. 

"oh yeah. how come one day." she asked 

"i would have already given it to you but i dont think tig will allow it till your eighteen. im surprised hes let me live this long." i admitted to her. 

"okay so the day i turn eighteen im getting your crow?" she asked sitting up. 

"yeah tay. if you want it. youre my old lady with or without the crow." i kissed her real quick. and sat up next to her lighting a cigarette. 

"ill start working on some sketches. we can both add some into it. where do you want it?" she asked me as i passed the cigarette to her.

"i want it to where everyone can see it but i also want it in a private spot where every time im fuckin my old lady i can see it." i told her 

"so what i get two then?" she asked 

"youre forreal. you would get two?" 

"yeah whatever why not? no one has to know unless we tell them. but i want to know where before i agree?" "what about right here and down here?" i asked smiling as i leaned in and kissed above her breast right under her collar bone then put my hand right under her bakini line. 

"sounds good to me. but who is gonna do the one thats basically on my vagina?" she asked me. 

"we can see when that time comes babe. im sure hap wont mind to do both." "sounds good." 

we sat there and talked for a while. i missed us just talking, i hated not being so close this past year. 

"babe why are you training with chibs and hap again? obviously you can defend yourself." i asked her. "i want to and so does my dad. its good exercise and i get my agressions out" "oh. earlier when we found out you got arrested tig said you was gonna mess everything up, what was he talking about? you gonna start fighting or something?" she sat up straight and sighed. 

"i need to tell you something and ive been trying to figure out how to tell you.. um.. a couple days ago a recruiter from the New York Film Academy showed up at the house. offered me a full ride to both the new york and LA campus. i applied a couple months ago, normally it takes years to even get looke sat. i told him i couldnt go right now. he said they would hold my spot for two years. it was my dream school still love it and i could always try to go to LA or do online. i was scared to tell you cause i thought you push me away so i would go. dad wants me to train me cause i guess hes realizing i may go away for college or even just working and wants me to know more. please say something ope." she looked at me with a worried look. 

"thats fuckin amazing taylor. i told you, you would get accepted! i wouldnt push you away, youre stuck with me. amd whatever you decide to do we will figure out together."i told her pulling her so she was straddling me i gave her a kiss. 

"really youre not mad?" she asked me.

"of course not why would i be mad tay? you deserve to go youve worked hard to get where you are with a camera and deserve the best. ill do whatever i can to help you get there and if that means i gotta be away from you most of the time for a bit than so be it. i could maybe go nomad or patch into the new york city charter." i told her she look relieved.

she kissed me hard. she slid her hands up my chest i flipped us over so i was on top of her when someone knocked on the door. 

"aye lass we gotta train lets go." chibs yelled

"perfect timing." she said with a sigh. "oh i havent told lyla or jax yet i wanted to tell you first not that im going but that they offered it to me so please don't say anything." she said kissing me. "im touched that you wanted to tell me first. dont worry just tell them." i told her. 

i got up and we got dressed. she changed into some work out clothes and put her hair up. we walked outside hap was in the ring, chibs was standing next to it with tig. everyone else was sitting around waiting to watch. 

happy showed her some moves and combos then she "practiced" on him. after a while they actually started fighting. i knew hap wasnt hitting her full force but with just enough kick so she could feel where he was connecting so she knew where to block or figure it all out. she was doing real good even got some good hits in on hap. chibs called it when she ended up busting open his lip and under his eye. 

"damn taylor youre gonna have to start fighting for some money if youre that good already." jax said messing up her hair she pushed his arm away and glared at him.

"do put no damn thoughts in my kids head teller." tig scolded him. 

"whatever daddy. im gonna go help hap clean his eye its the least i could do." she said hugging her dad and walking into the clubhouse.