hard to love

chapter 49

taylors POV

"what the fuck!" i said as we both grabbed our guns, i looked at the alarm clock "ITS 6 AM. IM GONNA KILL WHO EVER THIS IS." i was mad. i hated being woken up especially this early.

we both slowly walked downstairs with our guns ready. he looked out the peep hole "its the guys. go put on some pants babe." he said unlocking the door. i ran upstairs and put some pants on when i came back down the guys were in the kitchen.

"im happy to see you are dressed baby." my dad said hugging me
"yeah ive been dressed all night dad. i didnt just go upstairs to put pants on or anything." i said sarcastically, i toldvyou i get angry when you wake me up. chibs and bobby laughed at my response.
"i dont need to know that shit taylor. shit." my dad said shaking his head
"well dont come wake me up at 6 the fuck in the morning, make some comment and expect me to not be cranky. you caused this. coffee anyone?" i asked looking around everyone nodded.

i made a full pot. and got enough mugs down for everyone and put them on the table. the guys were all sitting around the table by now, i got the sugar, creamer and milk out and put that on the table too. once the coffee was done i fixed my cup and gave it to clay, who was the closest one to me.

"well ill leave you boys to it. ill be upstairs if you need me." i said turning to walk out the kitchen.

"wait. were going on a run. prospects gonna be staying with you. need you to get up and go to TM when he does and help out there. dont leave unless he is with you for anything. even with gemma. i mean it taylor." clay told me im his super stern president voice so i knew not to fuss or argue.

"okay. we have a whole basment and a couple guest rooms he can choose from. oh im not gonna ride with him unless its an emergency. should i keep my gun on me?" i asked

"what. the. fuck. i joke with you and you all but bite my head off and you just say okay to that." my dad said shocked

"well clay has his super stern president voice happenin, i know just to agree unless its something big i disagree with. and you were the first person to talk to me before coffee. ive had coffee. you know this daddy plus even your super stern voice is funny to me cause it never sticks, im your baby girl. clay on the other hand would make me work with jax and opien in the shop when im there which means im doing bullshit work i hate." i told him

"super stern president voice? seriously?" clay said chuckling

"yeah when you mean business its a different tone than uncle clay. you all do it even ope. hell the prospect does it. shit pretty sure i do it. gemma sure in the hell does it which is 90% of the time. now when do yall leave?" i asked them

"we came to tell opie and to make sure you understand what we needed from you. we meet at the clubhouse in a hour to leave." clay said standing up. "oh keep lyla with you too." he said walking for the door. everyone else followed and said bye to me.

"love you baby. even when you give your old man a hard time." my daddy said pulling me into a hug

"i love you too daddy. be careful on the road and off. ill see you in a bit." i said kissing his cheek.

"bye darlin. be good. dont give the prospect a hard time." jax said kissing my head.

once everyone left i shut and locked the door. opie was right behind me when i turned around "shit ope." i said putting my hand on my chest.
he picked me up and put me ove rhis shoulder slapping my ass making me squeal.

"i gotta say bye to my old lady. i hope youre ready cause youre not gonna be walking right until i get back." he said going up the steps.

we make love until we barely had time to shower and pack our bags. i decided to go ahead and have one at the clubhouse just in case.

"can i ride with you and have half-sac come get my jeep?" i asked him

"yeah ill call him right now so itll be there before we leave. thought you said you wasnt gonna ride bitch?" he said teasing me but i knew he really didn't want me on anyone elses bike. he was okay with my dad and sometimes jax, riding bitch was a big deal in our world.

"i wasnt planning on it. theres the tow truck i figured yall are taking the van."

i made sure ope had everything in his bag he forgot a couple things so i grabbed them for him.

"hes on the way lets go." he told me as i walked back downstairs with our bags. i walked around making sure everything was turned off.

i opened the front door just to have opie slam it shut. he turned me around and pinned me to the door "im gonna miss you taylor." he said kissing me. "ill miss you to opie. please be careful." i told him hugging him and holding close to me. he had his head in my neck "im always careful. you better follow the rules. ill put you over my knee when i get back." he said kissing my neck now.

"hmm maybe you could bend me over your bike." i teased him biting my lip.
"damn it taylor. im about to take you right here." he growled into ear.
"do it." i said kissing his neck.

he unbuckled my pants and started to put his hand into my waist band when there was a kock on the door. fuck.

opie huffed and stepped from me, he grabbed my jeep keys and held them out the door. "YOU BETTER NOT HURT MY BABY KIP!" i yelled he mumbled a yes ma'am before running away.

****smut

opie stepped back in front of me "now where we were?" he asked grabbing my hips. "is there time?" i asked him "fuck the time." he said pushing my pants down and sliiping a finger in me as he rubbed my clit. it felt so amazing my head laid back against the door and my hands gripped his upper arms. within another minute i came. he dropped to his knees and lifted one leg over his shoulder then started eating me out. "fuck opie. shit baby" i cried out running my fingers into his hair and pulling a little. before i knew it i was at my cli.ax again, i went over it screaming his name.

he stood up and started unbuckling his pants "one of my favorite things in this world is when you say my name but i love it even more when you yell it out." he said as he pushed his boxers down.

i looked him up and down slowly biting my lip. i took him into my hand and started moving it upand down "damn taylor." he moaned out. i dropped to my knees and lick up the shaft then i took him into my mouth "fuck tay that feels so good." he moaned out pulling my hair into his hand and pulling a little. after a minute he made me stand up and picked me up in one motion "of im gonna cum its gonna be while im inside of you." he said slamming into me. "oh fuck!!" i yelled out. "shit taylor. fuck" he moaned at the same time. he slipped one hand between us and started rubbing my clit. we both reached our highs at the same time yelling each others name out.

we got dressed. "damn i hope were not gone long im gonna miss your pussy." he said kissing me "oh is that all im good for?" i asked biting his lip "no your good for alot. but i just love you and your pussy. you got me whipped." he said grabbing our bags "you remember that. that dick is mine and only mine. dont you fuckin touch them whores on the run. i mean it opie." i warned him. "i know. no one compares to you i wouldnt want to touch them anyway. trust me babe im all yours." he said pulling me into a kiss.

*****end smut

we rode back to TM in a hurry since we were running a little late. i loved being on the back of opies bikes, i loved having my arms wrapped around him, being so close to him and smelling him. i loved knowing i was the only one to ride bitch with him, it made me proud.

we pulled up and almost every one was there, good they couldnt be mad at us for being late. we stayed by his bike for a minute saying our own goodbye without all the guys hearing then joined everyone at the picnik tables. everyone got there and went to their bikes.

i walked up to my dad first giving him a hug "i love you daddy. be safe. come back to me whole." i said kissing his cheek. "i love you to baby girl. i always come back. dont give the prospect a hard time please." he said kissing my forehead. i went to say bye to opie "i love you ope. stay safe and come back home to me." "i love you to taylor. i will. be good while im gone." we kissed hard before he got on his bike. i went and stood with gemma, waving at them when they rode past us.

i was going to miss them all. i decided to stay at the clubhouse i wouldnt be able to sleep in our bed alone.