hard to love

chapter 44

taylors POV

its been a few months since jax broke up with tara and this time it seems like it was forreal. she hasnt been to TM and they havent talked that any of us know of. that bitch is too nosy and tried to control jax too much so there was no way she wouldnt atleast show up here or one of our houses.

i officially moved into opies house a month ago and living together has been amazing. we have been so busy we havent seen much of each other lately, opes been on alot of runs and ive been busting my ass off with my college classes. ive started to build my client list and have started actually working taking pictures. i make good money doing it that me and opie decided to save to my pay pop back and pay for our wedding.

No, he hasnt officially proposed yet but we both know we're going to get married. i told him i didnt want a big fancy expensive ring, hell i didnt even need one. i just wanted my daddy to walk me down the aisle, and a big ass party. gemma told us that we were not allowed to elope she was making us have a huge wedding with alot of sons there and an even bigger party. i had a feeling me and her were going to fight cause i just wanted the sons that we knew decently not people from random charters me and ope never met. i would really love to have a nice honeymoon but i doubt that would happen with the club but i would be happy to have a weekend away with my old man.

hopefully we could go on a weekend getaway once ive graduated cause i know i will need it and im sure opie could use one too.

the guys have been on a run for four days and no one knew when they would be back. im sure most of them would be okay since its a friday they are probably partying tonight. i was going on an adventure later with jake we were going to work on some landscape pictures for our portfolios. he got accepted into the New York Film academy too which was amazing, he was actually going. He graduating a year early too so he was going after the summer.

i finished cleaning the house, i just took a shower and was getting dressed to go meet jake when i heard someone beating on my door. i finished pulling my shirt on and put on my shoes before i grabbed a gun and made sure it was loaded just incase.

i walked slowly down the stairs so they couldnt hear me. i peeked through the peep hole and seen happy and kozik standing there which was kinda weird. i opened the door with my gun still in my hand.

kozik smiled at me while hap just raised his eyebrow looking at the gun.
"dont worry i looked through the peep hole before i opened it." i told them before walking back telling them to come in.

"wheres your jeep? we didn't know you were home." happy said.

"ope wanted me to park in the garage when hes not home. whats up? everyone whole?" i asked as we walked into the kitchen i passed them a beer.

"yea everyone is alright. tig and your old man asked us to tail you till they get back." kozik told me with an apologetic look.

"of course. aint heard from either of them in two days. whatever. well lets go i have plans that wont be cancelled." i said pulling my phone out to make sure jake was okay with a tail, he never felt uncomfortable with it but he didnt grow up with this life so i always made sure he was up for it. he said he was fine didnt matter either way.

"woah little girl where you think youre going." happy demanded

"well i had plans before yall showed up, i was putting my shirt on when yall all but busted my door down. so im going with or without yall." i told him making sure i had everything in my camera bag.

"what plans exactly taylor" kozik asked.

i rolled my eyes "im going with jake to take pictures for our portfolios and hes going to show me some good spots i can use for my photo shoots. and yes opie knows i told him before he left that i was going to this sometime this weekend just wasnt sure the day. so unless im on a legit lockdown im going." i said walking to the door. "and the only one who is going to tell me to stay here WILL be my old man." i turned with a questioning look.