hard to love

Chapter 21

**most of this chapter is smut**

opies POV

we got to taylors. "i want some brownies" she said as we walked in. "youre drunk tay. but okay lets make brownies." i took my kutte off and hung it up, then i made sure the door was locked and done a walk through of the house. when i got back to the kitchen taylor had the jack daniels in her hand drinking straight from the bottle, i shook my head and started getting everything out for her brownies. she turned the radio on and turned it up and started dancing around while singing, i loved her voice. she always wanted something sweet when she was drunk i finished mixing the brownie mix and put it in the oven. i leaned against the counter and just watched her move around.

"dance with me opie." she said grabbing my hand. i groaned "tay i dont dance." she wrapped my hands around her waist and she wrapped her arms around my neck. "come on ope it will be our secret." she kissed me real quick before laying her head on my chest. i could smell her strawberry shampoo man did i love her smell it was a mix of strawberry shampoo, her perfume, sometimes (most of the time) cigarettes, and gun powder. she started to sing as we swayed back in forth in the kitchen, she made me spin her everynow and then.

You say you'll be down in five
The smell of your perfume
Is floating down the stairs
You're fixing up your hair
Like you do

I know that I'll be a mess
The second that I see you
You won't be surprised
It happens every time
It's nothing new

It's always on a night like tonight
I thank God, you can read my mind
'Cause when you look at me with those eyes

I'm speechless
Staring at you standing there in that dress
What it's doing to me ain't a secret
'Cause watching you is all that I can do

And I'm speechless
You already know that you're my weakness
After all this time I'm just as nervous
Every time you walk into the room
I'm speechless

It started when you said, "Hello"
Just did something to me
And I've been in a daze
Ever since the day that we met

You take the breath out of my lungs
Can't even fight it
And all of the words, out of my mouth
Without even trying

And I'm speechless
Staring at you standing there in that dress
What it's doing to me ain't a secret
'Cause watching you is all that I can do

And I'm speechless
You already know that you're my weakness
After all this time I'm just as nervous
Every time you walk into the room
I'm speechless

Yeah, baby, mmm
It's always on a night like tonight
I thank God, you can read my mind
'Cause when you look at me with those eyes

I'm speechless
You're standing there in that dress
And, girl, it ain't a secret
'Cause watching you is all that I can do

I'm speechless
You already know that you're my weakness
After all this time I'm just as nervous
Every time you walk into the room
I'm speechless

Oh, you know it, baby

i didnt even like country music but when she sang it i loved it. i put my hand on her making her look up at me "i love you taylor." i told her looking into her eyes. "i love you too harry." she turned her head and kiss the palm of my hand as the timer went off. her eyes went wide "oh my brownies yayy!!" she yelled and ran to take them out i just laughed at her shaking my head. i grabbed a beer out the fridge. she didnt even wait for them to cool down she cut a huge piece and ate it.

"oh my god ope these are amazing thank you." she said with a mouth full.

"youre welcome taylor. lets watch tv." i walked into the living room and sat on the couch. taylor came in with a few beers and some doritos and sat next to me. we watched street outlaws.