Don't Hug Me I'm Scared {Billie Eilish}

{9} ✔️

Billie's POV
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Dahlia had been gone for more than thirty fucking minutes and I was about to lose my shit. I couldn't find her anywhere. I checked all over the house and even outside, but there was no sight of her. The only places I hadn't checked were the bedrooms. I didn't want to believe she was in one of them. I knew exactly who she would be with if she was, and the thought of those two together made my blood boil.

Kai doesn't deserve to be with Dahlia. Dahlia is one of the sweetest, cutest, most unique girls I've ever met in my life and Kai is just some desperate bitch who isn't good enough to even be in the same room as Dahlia.

Okay, so maybe that's a bit harsh. I don't actually know Kai all that well, but still. She gives me really bad vibes and I'm usually a good judge of character. There's something about her that just rubs me the wrong way, and it's not just the fact that she's hooking up with Dahlia.

I sighed as I headed up the stairs again, this time with intentions of knocking on the bedroom doors and finding Dahlia, but as soon as I got up there I saw her in the hall, stumbling around.

"Doe?" I ran toward her and caught her as she almost fell back, probably shocked at how fast I got to her. She laughed and looked toward the ceiling before looking at me and then frowning. "Sorry." She said loudly.

"For what?"

"For disappearing and fucking her when we were supposed to be hanging out."

I clenched my jaw as I studied her further. Her hair was a mess, her dress was now barely covering her ass because she hadn't pulled it down all the way, and her jacket was missing. There were a few hickeys on her neck and from what I could see there were also a few trailing down her chest. Her lips were swollen and—

She looked fucking beautiful. I wish I was the one that had her looking like this instead of that stupid bitch, though.

"I'm gonna take you home. Do you have all your stuff?" I questioned, trying not to sound too angry. She nodded. "Except my jacket but that's okay."

I didn't question her, just grabbed her arm and dragged her down the stairs, through the crowd and out of the house. The party had been so great up until these last few minutes. I should've known she'd go off and fuck Kai the first chance she got. I was just in the way most of the night, but the second she got the chance—

"Billie, can you text them for me?"

"What?" It came out harsher than I'd intended and she jumped a little. "Caden and Cadence. Can you tell them I'm going with you?"

"Yeah." I mumbled.

We got into my Jeep and we rode in silence. I made sure to drive slow since I'd had half of her beer and a shot of tequila. I'm not even tipsy, but I didn't wanna take any chances.

I was lost in my thoughts the entirety of the drive and Dahlia kept giggling to herself and then falling asleep. She was an adorable drunk, but I was too angry to think about that.

I was mostly angry at myself. She had every right to be with Kai tonight. They'd been a thing since before I came along and it's not like Dahlia and I are together.