Don't Hug Me I'm Scared {Billie Eilish}

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Billie's POV
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Day 6 of cabinchella.

"Dude, get the fuck away from me! Little weirdo!"

"Just fucking kiss me back! You did at the party, why won't you now?! And don't say it's because of Luna because I told you she clearly doesn't want you!"

"Okay, and that may be, but you happen to have a girlfriend who does want you!" She yelled as she slapped my cheeks lightly and shoved me off of her bed. "And above all else, you have a fucking cold! My immune system is trash, I honestly shouldn't even be in the same room as you!"

"Dahlia doesn't want me, she cheated—"

"Dahlia wouldn't cheat on you. I think it's pretty obvious that Luna pushed herself onto Dahlia. She's your ex for Christ sake, you have to know what she's like!"

"You don't understand, Bea. Luna always gets whatever the fuck she wants." I cried. She sighed and leaned over to grab another tissue to hand me.

I didn't think Dahlia would actually fall into her trap, but I guess she did. I was stupid to think she'd stay with me when Luna was coming onto her.

I know Luna has her ways, I know how persuasive she is, and I know she'll do whatever she can to get what and who she wants, but I still thought that maybe Dahlia wouldn't cheat on me. It hurts, but I'm glad I tested her. Now I know I can't be with her. She's a cheater.

"You're a damn fool." Bea shook her head, crossing her arms over her chest before sliding down in bed. "You know damn well that Dahlia wouldn't do something like that to you. If you knew Luna liked her, you should've known she'd try something. It doesn't mean Dahlia likes her back and it doesn't mean Dahlia cheated on you. It just means Luna made a move on Dahlia. It's not your girl's fault."

I have a hard time believing that. Dahlia could've pushed her away if she really wanted to. I only saw them kissing for a few seconds, but it looked as if they'd been at it for a while.

"Bea, please—"

"You're being absolutely ridiculous. You're in here trying to make a move on me because you're hurt because you think Dahlia cheated when it's clear that she didn't, and even if she did, what exactly would kissing me help? Would it make you guys even? Would it make you feel better? No. Not at all. It'd just make the situation even worse. Dahlia's my friend now and I'm not gonna do that to her. If you wanna make the situation more complicated and kiss someone, you're gonna have to find someone else."

I huffed as I sat back on her bed and crossed my own arms. I came here last night because I thought Dahlia might go back to our room, and I hadn't slept all night. I just kept thinking about what Dahlia did and how I could get back at her. I figured that I'd just get Bea to make out with me again whenever she woke up, but clearly, that isn't happening.

"You're supposed to be my friend, not Dahlia's." I muttered.

"I am your friend. That's why I'm not gonna help you fuck this shit up," She rolled her eyes. "If you'd just stayed and listened to her I'm sure she would've explained what happened and all this shit would've been solved in just a matter of minutes. It's not too late to find her and listen now, though. I strongly suggest you do that."