I like reading alone
I like watching TV alone
I like working out alone
I like listening to music alone
I like being alone
But deep down I'm terrified of being lonely
When I was younger
I was lied to
I was hated
I had no one
I don't trust people anymore so I isolate myself to stay safe
But then when I need someone
I have no one
At least no one I feel able to turn to
When I need company the most
I realize that no one cares
And that I am completely alone
And I did this to myself
No matter how many times I tell myself I like being alone
A part of me will always be afraid and crushed
Because I am lonely
I'm so lonely
And I think I might always be
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Blood Stains
Poetry*trigger warning* I'm lost•I'm broken•I'm hurt•I'm sorry ~the ones marked "x" are about my struggle with food and eating~
