Today was a binge day
I tried to purge but didn't
I hate it
I ate so much
A part of me knows it wasn't that much when I think of how I would eat before it mattered
Before I counted every calorie
Today I ate
I ate too much
I ate what I wanted
I didn't count
I know to some that sounds like a victory
It sounds like recovery
But to me
It sounds like failure
I am a failure
Always a
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Blood Stains
Poetry*trigger warning* I'm lost•I'm broken•I'm hurt•I'm sorry ~the ones marked "x" are about my struggle with food and eating~
