I dont know why
But I can feel my eyes sink
By stomach doesn't flutter
My body doesn't move
My brain doesn't work
My limbs are cold
My existence seems..frozen
I'm not exactly sad
I'm not unhappy
I'm happy a lot
But at the same time I feel sunken
Like I'm happy but I'm happy while still being in a pit
Yes I'm smiling and blushing and having a good time but at the end of the day I know I'm still in a pit and I'm too deep down
I've sunk so far
I don't think I can leave
I don't think I care enough to leave
YOU ARE READING
Blood Stains
Poetry*trigger warning* I'm lost•I'm broken•I'm hurt•I'm sorry ~the ones marked "x" are about my struggle with food and eating~
