It sucks going to a place and having flashbacks of the bathroom
Hunched over throwing up or at least trying to
Feeling the pit in your stomach
The guilt
The way food becomes your biggest fear all over again
Afraid of the weight gain
Hating everything about your self
It's so easy to be put back in that mindset
To be reminded of why you did what you did
And it's almost impossible to remember why you stopped
YOU ARE READING
Blood Stains
Poetry*trigger warning* I'm lost•I'm broken•I'm hurt•I'm sorry ~the ones marked "x" are about my struggle with food and eating~
