I don't care about things
I do though
I care about a lot of things
But I stop
I stop caring
Randomly
Out of the blue
And
I'm sorry for that
I'm sorry if I lose you through losing myself
This is why I think you should leave now
Before I stop caring
I love you
But I don't care about myself enough to care about another person enough
I'm sorry
And I'm scared of myself
And I'm scared of you
And I'm scared of what I'm going to do to you
I care too much to leave you because I love you
But I can advise for you to leave because I love you
You should leave
YOU ARE READING
Blood Stains
Poetry*trigger warning* I'm lost•I'm broken•I'm hurt•I'm sorry ~the ones marked "x" are about my struggle with food and eating~
