Right now
I'm trying to not cry
While on the phone
He tells me he wants me to go to him with my issues
He wants to help me
He is there for me
He doesn't mind seeing me down and wants to be there for me
So sweet
But I've heard it before
And I'm done
With everything
My family
People
Life
But I'm on the phone
So I'm trying to hold it all together
Faking my laughs
And my chuckles
At the jokes I would normally genuinely laugh
And asking the God I don't believe in to make sure I don't wake up in the morning
YOU ARE READING
Blood Stains
Poetry*trigger warning* I'm lost•I'm broken•I'm hurt•I'm sorry ~the ones marked "x" are about my struggle with food and eating~
