I want to pause life
Just for a little bit
Just so I can take a nap
And take a breath
I could start my projects and work at my own pace
I would not be rushed and wouldn't have to watch the world around me move so quickly
I could catch up
And replay when I'm ready
But I can't just pause the world
And that's the most frustrating thing
My assignments are overdue or not started
My work is tiring
The things I enjoy never get finished
I am falling apart
But I have no time to piece myself back together
If I could pause everything I think I could replay it and actually succeed
Instead I'm failing
And I hate myself in the process
But there isn't time and I'm too tired to even think about putting myself together again
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Blood Stains
Poetry*trigger warning* I'm lost•I'm broken•I'm hurt•I'm sorry ~the ones marked "x" are about my struggle with food and eating~
