I want to ask for a hug
I want the people around me to wrap me up in the biggest bear hug ever and just tell me it's okay
I know I would cry
That's part of the reason I say no to the offered hugs
I don't know how to tell someone to hug me and tell me it's okay
I don't want to explain myself to people
I'm being offered hugs that I reject
If I don't hug back they'll think I don't want the hug but that's not true
I'm sorry I'm broken
And I'm sorry I can't talk to people
This is the only way I can communicate
And not many people read this
I don't hug people
I'm not good with physical affection
But sometimes I need a hug
And I can't ask
And I can't reciprocate
And I don't want to cry in front of people
So
I don't hug people
I'm sorry that I'm so broken
And I'm sorry that I'll keep rejecting your hugs
I'm just sorry
YOU ARE READING
Blood Stains
Poetry*trigger warning* I'm lost•I'm broken•I'm hurt•I'm sorry ~the ones marked "x" are about my struggle with food and eating~
