My mom says "just the coffee, you sure?" While we're in the drive thru at Tim's
I say yes
She mentions I didn't eat yet today
I remind her I had a smoothie
She says it was nothing though and so small
But all I can think is 200 calories
And this coffee will get rid of the hunger
Please don't ask
Please don't mention me not eating
Please don't
Please
My grandma can't see me without saying how I've lost weight
But I haven't
I still have a fistful of fat all over my body
Anywhere I touch is soft and fat
Disgusting
I hate myself
But my mom said okay when I said I wasn't hungry and got me coffee
Thank you
YOU ARE READING
Blood Stains
Poetry*trigger warning* I'm lost•I'm broken•I'm hurt•I'm sorry ~the ones marked "x" are about my struggle with food and eating~
