Some days I can't bring myself to look in the mirror
Other days I can't look away because self hatred can be addicting
Some days I eat so much in order to fill an invisible hole
Others I refuse to eat in order to gain one
Sometimes I crave popcorn and skittles
But sometimes I crave hunger
I think I prefer the days full of empty stomachs and small aches
Because no matter what, it all leads to me hating myself
So I might as well lose weight in the process
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Blood Stains
Poëzie*trigger warning* I'm lost•I'm broken•I'm hurt•I'm sorry ~the ones marked "x" are about my struggle with food and eating~
