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Poetry

*trigger warning* I'm lost•I'm broken•I'm hurt•I'm sorry ~the ones marked "x" are about my struggle with food and eating~

belong

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by no_lies

by no_lies

I don't belong anywhere anymore

I don't belong with my friends
I don't have many anymore
That's my fault though
I know it is

I don't belong in school
My mind is elsewhere
I am alone
I am sad here

I don't belong at work
My supervisor hates me
I'm getting in trouble
I am alone
And sad there

I don't belong in my house
I am afraid of my family
I do stupid things
I only hurt them
I am alone
And sad there

I don't belong in my body
Or my mind
It hurts
I am alone
And scared
And sad here

I don't belong on this earth anymore
And it's my fault
And I'm alone
And sad here

I don't belong anywhere
It's my fault
And

I'm questioning if I should just kill myself at this point

I don't belong here anymore

So maybe
I belong in the ground
And there's only one way to find out