I hate when people say I'm not fat
I am
I hate when people say I'm skinny
I'm not
I hate when people say I've lost weight
Not enough
I hate when people tell me to eat
I don't deserve food
I hate when people say I'm not healthy
At least I'm not overeating like I used to
I hate when people call me hypocrite for telling them to eat
It's true
I hate myself
My body
My everything
And I can't do much
But I can starve
And purge
So I will
I hate it
But I will
YOU ARE READING
Blood Stains
Poetry*trigger warning* I'm lost•I'm broken•I'm hurt•I'm sorry ~the ones marked "x" are about my struggle with food and eating~
