Out of my League. (ForthBeam FF)

time

3rd person's POV

It is hard for me to see two people inove but apart. They know what they feel.
The other thought i mean Beam thought it will just pass it it's time. He belives that love has it's course it will fade.specially when not cultivated.

And the other, Forth believes.
He loves me deep inside his heart he just not found it yet. I will wait for that day day. And if that time comes that he really forgets me inside his heart, i will find a new one. For now, my heart my lips my body is reserved for him.

Both are playing the game of love. One night stand.
It breaks my heart.
But i hope this will make them find their way back to each other's arms.

Months passed. Sometimes they meet and just nod at each other.
Sometimes have a litle talk and smiles at each other widely. Then went on their way.

They even enrolled together for the second semester.
And decided to have lunch at Perli's.

"So where are Phana and Kit?" Forth asked.

"Aren't you happy to be just with me this lunch without those two?" Beam asked.
Forth did not noticed it Beam is starting to flirt with him.

But Forth just let out a small laugh.

"Hey, i am happy to have you for this lunch." He said smiling.

"Anyway, they enrolled yesterday, i took my sister to her rehersal yesterday, that is why i am late for my enrollment." Beam said.

Forth nods and hummed as Beam speaks.

Me looking at them. They are just like lovers that was apart now rekindling their relationship for a while then depart again later. I wish they could setle and rest in each others embrace and savour their time together.

"Beam, did you changed your number?" Forth asked later after a few seconds of silence.

"No,"Beam said he looked at Forth and saw something on his neck trailed it and saw the cute gear pendant.
"Is it silver" Beam asked.

Forth looked at Beam and saw Beams gaze on his necklace.

"Yeah pure authentic one." Forth said smiling.

Beam 's gaze went down to his own food.

Another silence.

I cannot take it anymore these two are killing me.

I barged in with three drinks on my hands. I gave Beam stawberry Forth green tea mine is blueberry.

They are shocked and both looked at me.
I smiled at them.

"How is your hazing Forth?"
I asked him.

"It was crazy, i was one of the candidates as head hazer." He said i know the head hazer has been chosen.

"And?" I asked

He looked at Beam.
Beam also looks at him with high hopes.

I smiled Beam would be happy for Forth

"I was chosen." Forth said.

"Really! Wow,,congrats!" Beam said happily.

Forth also sparked knowing Beam is happy for him.

I slowly stood and stay away as they talk. I get back on my hidong place and watch them blabber about things.

As Forth speaks. Beam listens like a good boyfriend, smiles when needed, nods when he agrees.

I am really imagining them as boyfriends.
But i know what they are going through.

That day marked in my heart. I sledom see them together now. Even at nights. They gather together sometimes Phana's gang and Froth's gang, but they had small talks then drift off.