Out of my League. (ForthBeam FF)

later

Beam's POV

I once said he is out of my league.
But the day i said that to him, i was sure, i want him.

I just hessitated if i can be with him.
And i was confused. And i deny that i like him because it destroys  my reputation since senior high. I stopped for a while but decided to go back. To remove him in my mind.

But every girl i kiss i imagine him. Every touch i recieve i was thinking of him.
Evry time i wake up, i am hoping it was his apartment.

I nearly moaned his name one day when i am kissed by a girl on my nape in the bar one night.
So i stopped.

Forth!
I denied it from my friends. My two best friends. But they observed it and made me admit.

Forth
I said i want to hate that name.

Forth
Was once out of my league. But now he is my everything.

I am watching him sleep. His eye lashes. Are sexy.
His nose.
His lips
His chest god.
His body.
His muscles.
His whole being.
I love it all.

He peaked on me by openeing his one eye.
I smiled at him.

"Good morning love" he said and pulled me.

"Good morning love" i said and pecked on his lips.

His smile got wider.

"We have classes today" i whispered.

His embrace got tighter.

"Can we..." he winked at me.
I know what he is thinking.

"No,"
I said and moved away from him.
I stood up and run away. He followed me to the kitchen and he stopped.

"You already cooked?"

I nooded and gave him a plate and a shirt. He is shirtless. He removed it last night before going to sleep.

We came back yesterday after early dinner from my house. And we are both tired. We walk straight to bed, i was heading to the guest room but he pulled me to his room.
We had a humogous week end. And all went well with our parents aproving our relationship.

"Are you gonna sleep on your dorm tonight?" He asked while chewing his food.

"Yeah, i need to study for tomorrow. " i answered while also eating without looking at him.

"Beam, we are legal now." He said.

Wait we are not yet married. That thought again too early Beam. I looked at him.
He smiled.
"We are legal both our parents agreed."
His smile is wider.

I am so absorbing it now, we are legal, yeah we are legal.
I smiled unconciously.

"Can we bath together?" He asked.

"No, love, you go first, i need to clean here first." I said

He sighed and pouted. He stood up.
I stand also and grabbed.

"Wait" he stoped and i pulled him for a kiss.

"I might sleep here tonight and give you more than a kiss, if i will not be late with my first class."
I said and gave him  a passionate kiss again.

He moan o god, i wanna change my mind, and ditch my first class. But no!
I wanna be a great doctor for him. So i need to be on class not to miss any.

I pushed him a bit.

"Go now love." I said and moved a step away but he catched me and kissed me.
O god i must be strong i can't give in to this invitation.