Out of my League. (ForthBeam FF)

mending

Beam's POV

I hate myself for being uncontrolled when it comes to Forth.

I know he knows the rule of night stand, but why am i hoping he will come to me.  This that means i am rejected?

Or why the hell do i care that he rejected me, i rejected him. I should have stayed and wait for him to wake up. I should have gave it a try.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!"

Mutiple knock on my door after a few minutes.

"Beam,":
It is Kit.

I opened the door not fully open.

I was starled. Kit, Mig, and Phana are in the door.

"I, i am fine guys, just thinking of something." I said.

Mig, then nods at me and went to his room.

Phana and Kit pushed the door.

They watch me lay on my bed.

"I had a bad dream" i said.

"Like what, you get pregnant?" Phana said

"Stop your nonsense Phana!" I shouted.

"Where have yoj been last night?" Kit asked.

"Forth's" i did not lied.

"And?" He continued.

"I sleep in his guess room, i wake up earlier than him, i was hungry ate his chicken then left."
I said plainly.

"He said you should have eat the whole he would have not mind." Phana is teasing me

"Beam we told you last time call us." Kit said he looks worried for me.

I sighed. "Sorry."

"Good thimg it is always Forth who finds you." Phana said.

"Sorry this is the last time promise." I said and raised my right hand as sign of oath.

"Okay let us have dine out my treat." Phana said.
We teased him.
"Oy, Mr. University Moon will treat his friends." Kit and i said in unison.

"If you are not downstairs in 15 minutes, sorry offer expired. Phana said. Kit run out and i went to my bathroom.

I heard my door, shut.

I am so glad to have friends like them.

They never asked about Forth though i know that they know i cried.

I checked my clothes my looks. Then i run to the lobby.
And found my friends smirking.

We ride Kit's car.
We ended up going out of the university and took the inner route.

We pass through Forth's apartmemt. It looks like abandoned. It feels like abandoned.
I don't know why or how, but i knew it. He is not there, and he will not come home tonight.

I hid the sudden loneliness i felt.

Slowly the memory of last night comes to me.

I am in pain, physically but i can manage. It was not like  this morning when i woke up.

"Beam we are here." Phana said i smiled and get out of the car.

The three of us walked to the entrance,

I saw Lam walking to tbe door.

I breathed and prepared myself.

"Hey guys" Lam said.