Beam's POV
The keys of my car, was handed to me by Lam. He is standing on the waiting area of the meds college. When we get out of the class.
"He did not make it he has special triaining as the head hazer for next year." Lam said and saluted me then left.
It has been 3 days since i last saw him. That was the day he left my dorm.
Now how to pay my debts, the repaint of my car.
I have his number, but as Lam had told me, he is busy.
"Beam!" I heard Kit shouted at my ears, maybe he has called me again many times and i did not respond that he had been scolding me, for three days about being deaf.
"What was it?" I asked.
"What was Lam doing here?"
Phana and Kit are looking at me.
I showed them my car key.
"Where is it?" Phana asked.
"Dorm" i said. Actually i don't know i just guested it.
"I am excited to see the color." Kit said.
"I chose the same color as before." I said.
"Boring!" Phana and Kit in unison.
I ride Kit's car. When we reached our dorm my car was parked on it's place.
"Can we try it?" Phana asked.
"It was repainted not remodeled or repaired." I said.
I walked to the dorm to my room.
"Beam, what about a night out?" Kit invited.
I shook my head.
"Na, i want to sleep guys. See you tomorrow."
I went ahead. And layed my body on my bed.
Thanks i got the keys.
I sent him a text.
No reply.
Get used to it Beam, you broke his heart what would you expect?
Your stupidity will kill you now.
Shit!
I gotta have a life!!!
I grabbed the key and went out in the city. I roam around and saw the Ramen shop. I ordered the special one. With all the add ons on it.
This is the one. He gave me the day we went to visit my car.
I paid for it and ride my car i avoided to pass through the road that leads to Forth's apartment.
So endure the traffic Beam, but this way i can avoid him. But i know i want to see him.
I went to Perli's to grab my dinner. The waiter, came and gave me my favorites, for take out.
Then i went home to my dorm. I placed the food on my table and headed to my bed again.
Sleep came to me.
The days gone by and i have not seen Forth.
Almost two weeks.
Phana and Kit sits in front of me.
"What i asked them"
"Where is Beam?" Phana asked.
"Usually Beam will go out at night." He added.
"Hey i have a life at night alone, i roam around and find spots, come with me tonight."
I said and stawberry shake landed in front of me.
I looked up and saw a smike i miss the most.
"Hi!" He said and smiled again.
"Hi, guys" he said to Phana and Kit
The two just looked at him shocked.
"Sorry i got busy." He looked at me.
"And my number is still the same."
"I understand." I said.
"Dinner?" He asked.
"We have plans" i said.
"Aw, okay, maybe next time." He said.
"I will be going now love.. se you around... bye guys." he kissed my head and leave.
"What was that?" Phana asked.
"Even i cannot understand him, promise i am just a friend." i explained myself.
"Yeah! But your smile is changed Beam." Kit said.
I sighed.
"No point of hiding, i made him wait, but finally ended it and he never quit telling me or calling me love." I told them.
"He won't let you go, unless you let him go also." Phana said.
"I did let him go."I said.
Yeah i know i did, i let him go.
But my heart is hoping. But as long as he calls me love, i know i can hold on.
"Pha, Kit, i wanna be honest with you two. I really cannot understand myself when it comes to Forth." I said.
Kit and Phana looked at each other.
"Let us sort it out." Kit said.
"Do you always wanna see him?" He asked.
"I have this urge wanting to see him always." I said.
"And ?" Phana asked.
"I miss him, so damn much. I wish he could have stayed for a while." I said it for them to hear.
I looked at my strawberry shake and start drinking it. Shit i really miss him.
That night me Kit and Phana went to the bar.
It's been a while, when our drinks arrived. Three ladies came to us. We where just chatting.
"Hey guys! Long time no see, doctors are really busy ei." Tae said.
"A bit. And it worns us out so we decided to go out tonight." Phana said.
"Hi Beam," the way he smiled warns me. Knowing Forth's facial expressions helped me read engineers, why am i feeling i am gonna be in trouble.
I smiled at him innocently.
"I am heading to my boys, see you around." He said and saluted me.
The girl beside me almost hovered over me. I moved a bit, and drinked. But when i lift my head she almost kissed me good thing i moved fast.
And to hell i saw pair of eyes watching me. The worst is the facial expression of the one who owns those eyes.
I gulped. He pointed me at the men's cr.
"Guys excuse me" i said and walked in there.
When i entered i was pulled inside a cubicle, and pinned on the door.
I miss him.
Kiss me love, please.
Shit!!!
"Love, do you know you are mine?" Forth asked.
I shook my head.
"Now you must now." He kissed me damn i miss his kiss. His hands travel under my shirt. Shit!
He is so agressive. Then he kissed my chest. Bite and sucked it. I closed my lips and bit my lower lip to control my moan.
"This will remind you, you are mine Beam." Forth said.
"You have no rights." I said.
But he kissed me.
Then he smirked.
"I have all the rights to say you are mine Beam. And you will be fully mine in 10 damn months. Remember that love." And he walking away.
Shit!
"Don't you dare leave here right now Forth! I am warning you." I said in firm voice.
He looked at me and pinned me again in the wall.
"You must make your reservation." I said. Clearly.
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10/20/19
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Out of my League. (ForthBeam FF)
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