Out of my League. (ForthBeam FF)

making a memory

Beam's  POV

Since i was driving, i am thinking, how to end my craziness over Forth. I have to clear things out to him.

I cannot understand what my parents wants. Why don't they just tell me straightly. That they do not want me to be friends with Forth.
I am not gonna mess up his life.

For once i will give it a try. For once i will love him sober. Then goodbye.

He started teasing me when we reachd the city.

I so hate it, but i love it. I am glad the street lights are not on me, he could have seen me blushed when he called me beautiful. If it came from other people i would have punched them or kicked them out of the car, but from him.
Shit
Let me be honest for once.
I like it.

Shit!!!!

Green lights and i started driving to his apartnent direction, i feel like it will rain. When i patked buckey safely, the rain started to pour.

I asked for water, but i served myself don't wanna inflict it on him.
I just realized. We are wearing same jeans same cut. Same snickers and the difference our shirt he wears black i wear white, but still same brand.

What?!!

"I will check on the guess room." He said.

Which one? I want the one where we had our first, i want our second, third .. to be there also. Shut up Beam.

Is it always me, who will make a move?
Yeah i guess so, he honors it much when i called him friend.

I checked the other room and get inside. I remember evrything.
I smirked.
And i felt him entered.

I turned around and jumped on him.
Have me Forth.

I am making my move but he stops me.

Damn it!

I miss his kiss.
I miss his touch!
I miss him inside me.
O god let this night be mine.

"Beam, tell me what you want?" His voice os rasp, he is controlling himself.

"You know what i want" i said.
But he denied it.
"Then i will show you"

I bit him and devoured him.

He fights to resists me.
I am feeling hopeless.

I closed my eyes, and i feel it is hot inside it, then liquid flow from it.

"Love" he whispered.

O, god i love it when he calls me love. It is filled with endearment and i can really feel the truthfulness of the word.
I am loved.

He trails the tear with a kiss, then his hands travel under my shirt.

Yes Forth, more!
My lust shouts

More! My inner desire craves

"I want you" my mouth speaks out of my heart.
His kisss is filled with love and not lust, not in hurry and i can savour every moment of it. And i love it.
My skin has the memory of his kisses. My whole face will remeber it, my neck my chest my naked upper body will remember this.

I am crying inside. No!
I want to enjoy this.

I let out a shameless moan.

"Forth.. i want it.. more.." i hope it reached him, i hope i sound wanting him.

"Beam" he groaned and he kissed my mouth lovingly.
Our tongue dance together, my heart floats

His hands travel  through my nakedness giving me touch of love.
O god. He is so good.