trouble to my heart

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Kit's POV

I was left alone with Ming in the attic.  I really do not like it when he look at me this way.

"Kit, i realize it while we where taking to Wayo. I also have some flaws when it comes to this and i am learning."  His voice is sad.

He hold both my hands.

"Sorry for being a lausy boyfriend, promise, no i cannot promise. But i will do my best to be the best one. Kit, tell me, what you feel so i can adjust. You know that i wanna make you happy right?" Ming looked me in the eyes.

"I love you Kit, and i dont wanna disapoint you. I wanna be the best one for you. I wanna be the source of your happiness. But when you sulk and grump around. I know i failed and i am sorry." He kissed my hands.

He is really the dead of me.

"Ming, i am ... um. This are all new to me also, and i am sorry for being dramatic most of the times. But, i will try..
Ming you know i love you right?"
I wanna explain that sometimes i am shy so i just grump around.

But,
He is goddamn kissing me.
F^ck i like it.
I relaxed my hands, maybe he will understand that i really love him if i let him kiss me. I let my lip apart and he started devouring me, why am i responding?

"Mm" i did not mean that!

But he kissed me deeper and he is getting agressive stop!
No
Shit!!!

"Ming" i moaned his name on purpose.

I don't care anymore i said yes to him to be my boyfriend.
This is normal with boyfriends right?
My hands travel to his hair and his lips rolls on my cheecks to my earlobes.
It tickles and i like it
His hands on my waist is getting squeezing me.
No
Not here not now!
Have some respect!

"Stop, pkease." I mouthed.
But i protested when he stopped.

I want more. But not now.

"Dear, i want you" he whispered.

I shook my head.
"Not here please."
I said gasping for air.

"The let's go to my house it is not far from here." He whispered and his hands still squeezing me.

"No, not now." I said.

Shit my whole being protested on what i said.

"We better help them downstairs." I said in soft voice,

"Okay, but one more please."
I cannot protest for we are already kissing.
My hands automatically wrap his neck and it was wonderful kiss.

I moved my body before i let him do more.

"Kit"
We are walking down the stairs.
"Mm"
I looked at him.
"Can i take you home next weekend?"

This is happening.
I am not ready to face his parents yet.

"Ow, sorry, yeah maybe next time."

I looked at him.

"Ming, i will, but it is too early i think." I said. I am worried he might sulk.
But he smiled and embraced me.
"Then, i will wait."
He is so understanding and so patient with me.

Phana is right, he is the one who an stand me, for no matter how grumpy i am, or crazy. He just smile and wait for me to cool down.

Well the great Phana is an observer, but dumb, when it comes to Wayo. But he will learn.

"Ming, did you smash the jerk out of Phana?" I asked.
He laughs.

"No, Forth did."
He smiled at me and guide me to the kitchen.

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