Out of my League. (ForthBeam FF)

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Bean's POV

Two days u have not seen Forth.
I was back at the dorm.
Even Tul did not report to me what is his where abouts.

Today is Ming's birthday celebration. Yesterday was cancelled, because they had long quiz.

Will he come?

I hope he will join the party. Last firday was a private party for Ming and Kit. After we fix everything for them, Phana me and Wayo left. That Furball is really talented on those kinds. He just needs helping hands.

I slept on my dorm. And Kit texted that Ming went to his room at pass 8.

But seeing Kit Yesterday, i know it went well.

Today is Tuesday.

They invited dinner at Perli's place. Ming reserved a dinner buffet for his friends, and seniors.
I know the hazers are invited, i myself printed the simple invitation.

"Beam, you okay?" Kit asked.

I nooded.

Phana looked at me intently, examining me head to foot.
"When was the last time you saw Forth?" He asked.

I just smiled.

Kit shook his head.

Silence.

"What did you do Beam?" Kit asked suddenly.

I shook my head again.
Was it me?
Yes it was me.
I ask him if i can stay, then i left him and went home to my mom.

I don't know if i am ready for this yet. I want him i know.

Sigh.

"Beam, we know Forth tries to understand everything. Speak up, he will understand. Don't make him a shaman or fortune teller, that he can guess what you think and feel." Phana said.

Lunch break come.
I looked at my phone.
I did nit realize i have a message.

"Sorry boss, Max confiscated my phone for thee days now, are you okay? Forth seems hot headed. The freshmen suffers, even us suffers. Tell me how can we help him"

I dialed his number.
But i got rejected.
He must be with Forth.

Kit tapped my shoulder and pointed at Forth with his chin.

This is it. He is alone!
Suddenly i felt worried for Tul.

I breathed deep.
Forth does not smile the way he used to.
He just looked at me.

I walked to him and tried to smile.
Man i miss him.

I smiled genuinely as i get close to him.
He did not crack a smile.

He handed my favorite drink.
Was about to leave but i grabbed his hand.

"Thanks, Forth." I said and smiled.

He just saluted me and totally left. I just watched him ride his bike.

Shit!!! Bike again!!!.

I have no idea, but i run to my car and followed him. To his college.
Shit! The freshmen are in the ground under the sun, even his friends are there. Kneeling infront of the freshmen. Tul. I found him. With Max, Lam and Tew, also kneeling on higher ground but. Still under tha sun.
I run to the medics. They got the supply.

I looked for Forth. He is watching everyone. I walked. To where Tul and the rest are.

"Guys stand up!"i shouted and they stood.
"Go have some water."
Hazers sophomorea! Stand up!"
They stood. Shit!.
How?