Out of my League. (ForthBeam FF)

pain

Forth's POV

I need a weekend break.

I am about to leave the gymn. But Phana called me. I turned around and it is the three of them.

I flashed a smile.

"Where are you heading to?" Phana asked.

"My college i need to be atleast an hour in the hazing." I said.

"Okay, go ahead we will follow." Phana said.

Then i turned my back on them and ride my bike.

I run to the officce to report, Tae and Miguel are there. I sat and lean my head on my palm. Then wiped my tears.

"Hey, buddy you okay?"

"Yeah, i am fine just got rejected twice." I said and breathed in and out.

They both tapped my shoulder.

Mig, handed me the guitar.
"Play it out be in the hazing ground after 15 minutes." He said i nooded.

Loving can hurt,
Loving can hurt sometimes,
But it is the only one that keeps us alive.

Fuck not this song.

Don't call me baby
If you didn't mean it
Don't tell me you need me
If you don't belive it.
Let me knkw the truth,
Before i dive right into you.

"Wrong song" i mouthed.

"Aaatge!!"

I put the guitar on the sofa.
I looked at it.
What to do with you?
What to do with myself?

I picked the guitar again i really need to burst it out.

I'll climb every mountain
and swim every ocean,
just to be with you and fix what i've broken.
Causie i need you to see
That you are the reason.

There goes my heat beating
And you are the reson
Im hopeless now.

I forget the lyrics but i still play the chords till i reach the chorus again. Then i repaeat the chorus. But not singing anymore.

Knock on the door.

I looked up, why does the owner of the office knocks on his own office?

"It is time Forth" he said.

I put the guitar on it's bag and keep it safe on it's rock then walked out of the office.

I sat with Lam.

"What is new?" He asked.

"Nothing, just kept being rejected." I said dully.

He tapped my shoulder.
The announcement is about week end, thank you i can have peace.
But the next announcement soffocates me deeper. For Kit, Phana and Beam, are with us and two seniors of meds.

Why does the gods plays with me.
Why are they torturing me.

I joined the hazing i need to seest out.
"Jaturaphum!"
The head hazer roared

I stopped and stood still while everyome else and bent on their knees.

"Out of the circle, now!" He shouted.

I walked out of the circle.
The second in command walked to me.

"You need to rest Froth, get back to intense when the pageant is over."

I shook my head.

The head hazer narrowed his eyes on me. And ordered me for 100 push ups.
I can bear that.
To where i stand i started counting.