[ITNOL #2] How Right It Is To Love You? (COMPLETED)

Chapter 27

#HRIITLYWasted

A/N: TISSUE ALERT. I don't know how many crumples of tissue I spent writing this one. Aaaaa. Sorry for the grammatical errors and misspelled words. Thank you, enjoy reading!

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 I woke up, seeing white all over the place. Have I ascended already?

"Lea..." someone uttered. I heard some tictacs all over the place, rushing to where am I. I could feel their heavy and worried breaths on my fair skin. I literally could reminisce any happenings the last time I was in my right disposition. I still can't recognize the faces which are infront of me right now. Everything is just so...blurry and disorted. Nasan ba ako? "She's awake."

"Oh God, Regine. I thought we lost you." Lea uttered and hugged me softly. "Wala bang masakit sayo? Okay ka lang ba? Any weird feeling? Something's not right? Tell me right away."

"Mmhmm.." I softly moaned. "W-wala naman..." I said. Nanghihina pa rin ang buong katawan ko. I cannot seem to find my powerhouses everywhere here in my body na para bang hinigop lahat ng lakas ko sa katawan. "I feel numb and...weak." 

"It's okay. You blacked out Reg." paliwanag niya sa'kin. "Pops saw you laying down the hallway after the stampede ended. Buti nalang at hindi siya lumabas agad ng ospital because the bomb thing was just a false alarm. I don't know who started it but the authorities are looking up on it already. No need to worry." 

I...blacked out?

There. I remember myself slammed on the wall and being cussed by a woman. Dun na ako nagsimulang mahilo at maubusan ng hanging hihingahan. I remember those things bit by bit now. My memory was blurry just earlier and now, medyo malinaw na siya. Naalala ko na yung may sumigaw sa hallway na may bomba nga. I found myself forming a fist on my hand as I knew that it was just a false alarm. How dare did that person threaten everybody? Hindi niya ba alam na buhay ang nakasalalay sa ginawa niyang 'pagbibiro'? That person must be out of his mind. He/she must be. Fuck. 

One memory made me stop: I saw blood between my legs before I passed out...

"How is my baby? My Carla Regine?" I asked them.

Nagkatitigan silang lahat.

"Oh? Ba't hindi kayo makasagot?" I snapped. "I'm just asking how's my angel, and now you're eyes are like talking with themselves. Like, hello? Andito kami? And I'm asking you guys a question?"

"Pops...we're not doing this." Lea shed a tear. 

"Yes we are. Even if it-"

Lea inserted, didn't let Pops finish what she was saying. "Hindi niya to kakayanin." She was literally crying now. Rivers of tears are flowing down through her cheeks.

"What is it?" I was annoyed already. Ano bang kadramahan tong ginagawa nila? Can't they just drop whatever news they have? Can't they just be straightforward? Hindi ko alam but it seemed hard to tell me the news.

"Regine..." 

I remained silent.

"We lost the baby."

Para akong binagsakan ng langit at lupa. I felt like pressed and squeezed and shredded into pieces. Totoo ba to? Hindi ba to joke? Are they just kidding me? Well it's not very pleasant to hear that joke. God. Not my angel. Wala naman akong nararamdamang magaan sa'kin, I'm pretty normal for Christ's sake!

"You got to be kidding me Lea. Stop this nonsense right now." I even pulled out a laugh. A demure laugh. "Please? I-joke niyo na lahat, paglaruan niyo na lahat but please not my baby. Mga sira ulo talaga kayo."