[ITNOL #2] How Right It Is To Love You? (COMPLETED)

Chapter 31

#HRIITLYMaybeNotNow

A/N: Sorry for the grammatical errors and misspelled words. Thank you, enjoy reading!

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Last night was incredible. Naglaho ng parang bula ang kalasingan ko, I don't know how he did it that way.

I opened my eyes, kinusot-kusot ko ito. I shifted my gaze to the opposite side of the bed pero wala akong nakitang bakas ng isang Ogie Alcasid sa tabi ko. I bet he set himself to work already, may presentation pa yung inayos kagabi. I yawned and stretched myself, wrapping my whole naked body around the blanket. Tumayo na ako para makaligo at pupunta na rin ako ng ospital.

I dressed up myself and prepped up a little bit. Nang matapos magayos ay bumaba na ako at dumiretso sa kusina. I heard my phone rang and without looking, I took the call. "Hello?"

"Goodmorning."

"Oh, hi, goodmorning."

"I have been calling you quite some time now. Hindi mo ba narinig?" Oh god. Agad akong napatungo sa notification bar and there, I saw 12 missed calls.

"I-i'm sorry, naligo kasi ako kaya hindi ko narinig na tumutunog pala tong phone ko..." I reasoned out. Well, totoo naman talaga.

The other line chuckled. "It's fine. Hindi na kita ginising dahil ang himbing himbing ng tulog mo kanina. I have a presentation to do that's why I left the house earlier than usual."

And again, I was right. "Hindi, ayos lang. About last night...thank you." Hatdog. Ano ba tong mga pinagsasasabi ko!?

"That is so unusual of you, love."  lang siya sa kabilang linya. "I hope it bears something...?"

I laughed.

Because that will never happen.

"I just finished my monthly period yesterday. So frankly speaking, hindi yun madedevelop." I said.

"Miracles do happen."

"Don't forget your wife is a doctor."

"Ugh. Fine." he gave up. "I have to go. Mag-ingat ka papasok ng ospital. I love you."

"Goodluck on your presentation too, you can do it!" masigla kong sabi sa kanya. "I love you too, I'm gonna see you later." He ended the call. Tamang tama at tumunog ang bell ng microwave oven then I started eating the lasagna that was left on the refrigerator.

Matapos kong kumain ay naghugas muna ako ng pinagkainan bago umalis ng bahay. I again booked a taxi on Grab and lucky enough it took 5 minutes to get the taxi here. Agad akong nakasakay at sinabihan kong dalhin ako sa St. Luke's. He quietly followed my instruction and started driving.

About the baby...parang sa ngayon ayoko muna. Hindi ko ata kaya mawalan pa ng isa pag nagkataon. Sobrang daming what ifs na bumabagabag sa isip ko. I never knew how much risky it was because your physical and emotional state is at risk. I once tried it, and now I can't attain myself being pregnant anymore. Tama na siguro ang isang beses na nabaliw ako dahil sa pagkawala ng anak ko at ayoko nang mangyari ulit yun.

Maybe not now.

"Andito na po tayo mam." pukaw sa'kin ng driver. I was busy wandering around my thoughts kaya eto, nawala sa sarili at nakaligtaan kong malapit lang pala ang St. Luke's sa'min. Ugh, stupid.

I paid the driver the exact amount the meter says. Wala ata ako sa mood mambuwenas ng tao ngayon unlike kagabi dahil na rin siguro sa kalasingan ko. He thanked me as a dropped myself off on that taxi and went inside the hospital. Nakatagpo naman ako ng mga tao at mga nurses along the way and greeted them a good morning.