His Desperate Wife

Chapter 35

I am here in this beautiful eden place.It's more like a sanctuary.

Ako lang ata ang mag isa dito.Napakatahimik na lang talaga.Then suddenly there was a noise.

Hinanap ko kung nasaan iyon.Tapos may nakita akong isang batang lalaki na nakaupo lang sa tabi.He's also looking back at me with a genuine smile on his face.

His smile is very breath taking.Bakit ang sarap makita ang batang ito ng nakangiti?

Lumapit ako sa kaniya.I looked intently to his innocent face.Napakacute na bata.He could be great in the future I guess?

"You're cute young boy.Bakit ka mag isa dito?Nasaan ba ang parents mo?"Tanong ko dito.Hindi ko na kasi matiis ang katahimikang namamagitan sa aming dalawa.

"I'm alone if you'll use your eyes but I'm not if you'll open your heart po."Polite na pagkakasabi nito sa akin.

"Are you lost?"Muli kong tanong.

"I am not po.But my parents are.They can't set me free po.They are still drowned by the past."Sabi nito saka tumingin sa akin ng may puno ng pag aalala.

Without noticing, I'm already in tears.It feels like my heart is aching because of a certain acid that was poured to it.

Tapos naalala kona.Lahat lahat.Those memories.And this boy with me rings the bell.

Kaya pala ang gaan gaan ng loob ko dito.My heart is mourning for my baby boy.For his loss.

He cupped my cheeks by his little hands. "Forgive yourself and everyone mommy.I'm contented now.I love you always."

I hugged him tight. "P-please baby don't leave me!"Humahagulgol kong sambit.

But the fate itself is really not into me cause now my baby angel is slowly fading.

Wala akong magawa.I want to hold him again but it seems like I'm wishing for something so impossible.

No.

No.

No.I still want my baby boy!

"No!Please."Muli kong hiyaw saka minulat ko ang aking mata.

So panaginip lang iyon.Panaginip na lalong nagpasakit sa buong pagkatao ko.

Bakit ang saglit lang?!Bakit napakakulang?I want for more pero bakit mismo ang tadhana ang pumipigil sa akin?

"Leunice."A baritone voice called my name.

I looked at him with my emotionless face.I actually don't know what to feel.Gusto kong umiyak na parang hindi.

I just remembered every single thing.

Mahal na mahal ko ang lalaking nasa harapan ko ngayon.But no one can change the fact that this man is also the one who broke my heart.

Bakit niya ako pinaasa?I know napipilitan lang ito.He doesn't love me.Pero bakit niya ako niloko?!He made me fall inlove with him again.At ang masakit akala ko ako ang may kasalanan sa lahat.

I thought I am.Inakala kong siya ang dehado sa aming dalawa.

"Wife, I'm sorry.Lahat ng sinabi sayo ni Ilsa, all of it is her great fallacy."Sincere na pagkakasabi nito.

Hindi ko na mapigilan.Yung mga luha ko ay badyang nag si tuluan na.I'm breaking inside.The truth itself is killing me.

"Thor, do you love me?"I asked in nowhere.