Locked in school with my crush

Loving Megan

MEGAN'S POV
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Nothing was going through my head except how much I craved Ethan in this moment.

I forgot about how much I hated him. I forgot about everything. I just wanted him.

I start to unbutton his shirt, breathing heavily.

A button rips off.

"Fuck!" I whisper heavy.

"It's okay." Ethan smiles and leans in to kiss me. " I don't like this shirt anyway." He throws the shirt off.

I run my hands across his chest.

"You're beautiful." I blurt out while staring at his torso.

He laughs and slowly removes the bed sheet off me.

I felt sudden embarrassment come across me. This was really happening. I mean I wanted it to happen but at the same time, this hadn't been how I expected my first time to go.

He rubs his hand over the gashed scar under my breast.

"It's ugly I know. Just try not to look at it." I say as my face burns in embarrassment.

"What happened?" He asks.

I shake my head. "I don't want to talk about it. Please don't ask."

He leans in and gently kisses on it.

A moan escapes my throat and I eagerly start to pull his pants off.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" he asks hesitant.

I nod.

"I want to hear your words!" he demands a little louder.

"Y-yes." I stutter

"Don't stutter!"

"I want too!" I say loudly digging my nails into his back.

He throws his underwear onto the floor and I study him.

I suddenly felt more nervous than before if that was even possible.

I was still a virgin and he, he was huge. There's no way he'd fit. It was going to hurt and I don't even know if I could handle him.

His face looked me over intensely. His eyes had flickered to a darker blue state which made everything seem even more intense.

"Go slow." I whisper not removing my eyes from him.

"Spread your legs." He says, keeping his eyes focused on my body.

I slowly spread my legs open.

"More!" He demands lifting my legs into the air and spreading them out.

"Ethan!" I whisper, concerned.

His eyes flicker back to their normal state and his eyes leave my body and focus onto my face.

"I'm sorry." He breathes.

I nod.

"We can still stop."

I could see the concern on his face and shake my head no.

I didn't want to stop but I was still concerned about it hurting.

He puts the tip of his penis against me. "I'm gonna push in now okay?"

My heart starts to race as I nod.

"Take a deep breath."

I breath in right as he forces himself in me.

I cover my face with a pillow and scream as my eyes tear up.

"Shhh, baby the worst part is over. Do you want me to stop? Are you okay?"

"I'm fine. Keep going." I say in between breaths. I was in a weird mix of tearing up from slight pain and being completely turned on.

He thrusts into me.

I hear him moan as he pulls onto my hair. "Fuck. You're so tight."

He pounds into me again.

I refrain from shouting out as I grip onto the bedsheets.

He starts to speed up.

I hear my thighs clapping against him.

I didn't know how much longer I could withstand. My entire body felt hot.

"I can't do-" I whisper but get cut off by a warm sensation entering me.

He slowly pulls out of me and lays down beside me breathlessly.

"Ethan." I say softly.

"Yes?" He says turning to me with a smile on his face.

"You weren't wearing a condom."

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OKAY. I SUCK AT UPDATING. I KNOW.

I'M NOT SURE IF YOU WANT ME TO CONTINUE THIS STORY. I'VE BEEN BUSY WORKING ON ANOTHER BUT I WON'T PUBLISH IT UNTIL I FINISH IT.

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*updated disclaimer* 8/14/17

Guys. I. Am. Cringing. So. Hard. I was like 14 or 15 when I wrote this "sex scene" and I can't even.... Let's all just move past this.