The Real Me// fillie

Chapter 30

Not proof read completely so if there's errors ignore

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There's no denying that friendships have slowly started to drift apart.

Sadie would mostly just be with Caleb at all times. She would vent to him and just be around him all the time. She was distant with Noah and Gaten the most, she'll talk to Finn just to see if he knew how Millie was doing. Finn and Sadie had gotten closer find comfort in one another since Millie was both their best friend.

Finn would stop hanging out with them instead he would go to Millie. He would even go into her bedroom and just look at the pictures that she had of them and the rest that she made in a scrap book. He would sometimes cry himself to sleep because he missed her so much even if he would be with her. He began to drink more when thing got bad and would fall asleep due to the drugs. He tried his best to keep his grades up but even then he was barely passing his classes.

Gaten was drowning himself in parties. He stopped being that funny charismatic boy that every one knew, parties where his get away. He misses his crazy friend.

Noah distracted himself with school work even though he had the highest GPA at school so he would always be in the library doing work.

Lilia well she changed drastically she wasn't extremely close with everyone and she didn't know Millie for that long so she just drifted apart from them and started hanging out with a new crowd.

But then when Mia called them all that's when they decided that they needed to get their shit together and be there for Millie whether she liked it or not.

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Millie hasn't spoken to an of them in the last day or so and if they do come by and visit they were not allowed since Millie had asked that she did not want any visitors allowed.

"Hey" it was one of Olivia friends, Daniel

"Hi" she smiled at him "Did you need something?"

"I just wanted to stop by. wanted to hang out if that's okay with you"

"Yes of course.Come here" he sat down and they stayed in silence

"What do you want to do?" she asked but got no response and got a kiss on the lips instead. The kiss lasted only 2 second and she pulled away.

"What. Why did you do that?"

"I like you. I thought you did too" he said

"I don't like you like that. Get out" she should had known that her being caring, showing him affection would have made him think the wrong way.

She sighs and runs her fingers through her short hair. What just happened? She didn't like the feeling of his lips on hers, she much preferred Finn's. Speaking of him she couldn't stop thinking about him as much as she tried not to she couldn't.

There was a knock on the door making her thoughts go away. It was Mia

"Hey. How's it going?"

"Daniel just kissed me" she blurted out or it could be Sadie idk

"Wow. I was not expecting that" she took a seat next to her or near her "So what about it?"/did u like it?"

"It just felt wrong. i don't like him like that." "I feel bad now"

"It's okay he just got mixed signals" "How about you call ur friends to come hang out with u"

"i'm not speaking with them" "plus i'm sure they won't come they got other important things to do then come visit me"

"Well" she motions to the door way were they appeared "I'll leave you alone to talk" she left.

Millie stood up Sadie ran to her hugging her "I'm sorry. I know I've been the worst best friend. i'm really sorry" Millie hugged her back missing her hugs and embrace. They all did a group hug

"I'm sorry for everything. i'm sorry i let you guys down but I'm really trying to get better."

"We know and we're going to be here for you no matter how many times you try to push us away" said Caleb

"I love you guys"

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Ewww... that's all I got to say

Just wanted to put how Millie being treated has affected the rest so thanks to @stevesscooper for the idea

So i've been reading comments from the first chapter to chapter 29 and oml please keep on commenting they seriously make me happy and motivate me to keep on writing.

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Ik it was short and ugh but next one is gonna make ya'll feel things sooo sorry in advance  (don't hate me)

Also yay they're friends again k bye

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