(A/N: Play the song while reading it's much better. ;)
"Answer me. Anong ginagawa mo dito?"
"I'm still here Samantha. You're never alone."
Hindi na ako nakapagsalita kasi wala akong masabi kundi maiyak sa lungkot.
"I come back to say... Sorry..." Sabi niya.
"Sorry for? Leaving me like----" pinigilan niya ko magsalita.
"Let me explain. Just listen." Tinaas ko yung isa kong kilay.
"I am sorry for leaving you that night.
Sorry for not saying the truth about Matthew's phone call I just don't want you to get hurt.
Sorry for the very good kiss that I never wanna stop but you felt wrong.
Sorry for the shout that night.
Sorry if I was mad at you but then I can't stay mad.
Sorry if i care too much.
Sorry for everything..
Sorry for the feelings I have for you.
Sorry if I am in love with you.
And I will never get tired of protecting you. I will never get tired of waiting you.
Because all I know is that
I was born to tell you
I love you."
O______O
Hindi ako nakapagsalita at napaupo lang ako bigla. Lumapit siya sakin at nagsalita ulit. I feel guilty because I don't know, maybe I don't feel the same way for him. But I was really hurt.
"Samantha, i love you. I saved those three words because i like to say it when I am so ready and I a sure to that girl. I want it to be true. I want it to be perfect. That was the first time I say it to an amazing girl like you, and you deserve to be loved this much."
Tiningnan ko siya ng matagal pagkatapos ay tumakbo ako palabas ng bar. Sinundan ako ni Tyler.
"Samantha.... Wait.. I wanna hear the truth."
"No you don't." Sagot ko.
"Yes I want Samantha..."
"You really wanna hear the truth?" Nag nod siya pero parang ayaw niya.
"I'm sorry I don't feel the same.. Because I'm still in love with Matthew..
But I don't wanna lose you... At ayoko nang ulitin pa yung pagkakamali ko noon na sabihing mahal ko yung isang tao para lang hindi siya mawala sakin kahit ang totoo niyan, si Matthew pa din.
That is the truth. I am sorry if I ruined you.. Sorry kung sa walang kwentang tao lang napunta yung pinakatatabi mong i love you.
You know, it's not a mistake to say I love you to the person you thought you love.. Because that's just words, Tyler.. You don't save words.. You save actions."
Nakita kong tumulo yung luha niya sa mga sinabi ko, nasasaktan din akong nakikita siyang nasasaktan.
"Tyler, I know there is someone right there that is perfect for you and you deserve so much better.. You don't deserve me, I am some bitch, who keeps on pushing people away from myself and scared of admitting the truth.. I am nothing.. Tyler can we just be friends again? And forget wht happened? Please I don't wanna lose you."
Matagal siyang nakasagot at kitang kita kong nasaktan ko siya. Damn it Samantha!
"Maybe I need some time Samantha. I'm sorry that I assume that you feel the same way for me.."
YES TYLER BUT... It's just.. too fast to admit. I NEED TIME TO BUT DON't GO. :(
"Tyler don't go. Please. I suck at being alone. You're the only person that's always here for me. I need you.. You're one of the best person I've ever known. Don't just leave me again."
Tumalikod siya at naglakad papalayo. UGHHH
I
AM
STUPID...
Gandang ganda ka sa sarili mo Samantha ah! you keep on hurting nice guys. Kala mo kung sino kang maganda, bwiset! I hate my self.
I'm scared to admit that I kinda fell for him because that was too fast.
Or maybe I'm just tired and scared of falling in love again to the nice guys.
And now he's gone and hurt. Ugh damn it, Samantha you're the worst!
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