Louder Than Bombs

Chapter 9: Suffocation

*unedited*

JK's P.O.V

It's been a couple of days since I heard Tae talking to Lucas and honestly its been preventing me from doing more than just kissing with Tae right now, I don't want to hurt him. I swear I don't so were just kissing until I can figure out how to deal with this in a good way. And trust me it's not easy turning him down for sex, every time he reaches for my zipper I pin his hands or just flip us over and take control but when I feel myself reaching the point of fucking him I stop and I think he's starting to get annoyed by it.

Right now we're just watching a show waiting for Kai to come to the base to give us intel. He moves closer to me and starts kissing on my neck

"Kook, I need you" He whines while his hot breath hits my neck

Fuck Tae this is such a challenge

"Please~ We haven't had sex in days" His lips trail up to my jawline then making their way to my earlobe biting down harshly

"I'm starting to think you don't want me at all"

I groan loudly when I feel his hand palming my semi-hard dick

"I do Tae its just that- ah fuck!"

He squeezed my dick, like really hard

Like a you-won't-have-kids hard

"What the actual fuck Taehyung?!"

He looks at my painful expression and chuckles

"You want to tell me the truth or do I have to squeeze it again?"

"There is something seriously wrong with you"

"I already know that fucker now tell me why you won't fuck me!"

Oh, he must really like my dick huh?

"You that thirsty for it baby boy?"

He rolls his eyes and straddles me but before I can even enjoy the position we're in he takes the pillow next to my head and shoves it on my face

"Listen here bitch, I can get any dick I want ok? Yours is just convenient"

All that is muffled of course because there is a pillow on my face!

Once he removes it I cough violently trying to catch my breath

"I just want to know why you suddenly changed your mind...was I not good? Oh fuck am I disgusting?!"

Oh hell no

I grab his chin tightly making him wince a bit

"You are not disgusting don't say that shit again and the sex was amazing..."

"Then what is it?"

I sigh and let go of his chin moving my hands to his waist rubbing small circles with my thumb

"I...I heard you talking with Lucas, I know you have a crush on me I just didn't want you to get hurt"

I see his face drop a bit but then he fixes it back to his standard smugness

"Jungkook I appreciate you trying to be a good guy but I am a grown man, I can handle myself ok? We agreed to be fuck-buddies and I already know that this isn't anything more than two friends helping each other out. I'm fine, well not now because you won't fuck me but you know, like in general I'm feeling just fine"

I don't entirely believe him but I'm not going to keep fighting him either

"Fine, since your fine..."