Louder Than Bombs

Chapter 40: Video Tape

*somewhat edited*

*we made it to chapter 40 bitches!!!*

JK's P.O.V

Leaving the hospital to be here doesn't feel right, Yoongi still hasn't woken up and it's been a week but I need to do this so that when he does I can focus on the mob and what we have to do..plus I can't keep being afraid..it's just hurting more people...so with that I inhale quickly before stiffly pressing my knuckles to the wooden door two times. It takes her about a minute to open the door and when she does I can see that something is off..her eyes aren't as lit up as they usually are

"Nayeon can we talk?"

She looks at me but not in a loving way...what is going on?

"Sure."

She moves aside to let me in and we sit on the couch in silence for a couple of minutes while I gather up my courage..

"I'm not pregnant."

She randomly states and honestly it only makes the situation worse..maybe I shouldn't do this...

No

No

I need to.

"I-I'm sorry.."

She looks over at me with a stale face

"Don't act like you really wanted the kid Jungkook, I could tell by the way you wouldn't even look at me.."

I can feel my stomach dropping further when I get the courage to say the sentence

"Nayeon...w-we need to break up..."

She rolls her eyes and stands up in a harsh manner...I have to admit I didn't expect her reaction to be like this

"Is it because you're in love with Taehyung.."

I'm pretty sure I lost all the color in my face in this moment...

"W-What?"

She starts to laugh but not in a funny way...it's progressively making me more and more uncomfortable

"I knew I should've trusted my gut but to see it Jungkook? To see you kissing someone who isn't me?! To hear you FUCKING him?! Telling him that you think he's ethereal?! God was I really that repulsive to you?!"

My head is spiraling and I can't comprehend anything that's going on...

This has got to be a dream right?

But the clear look on her face and the fact that I can feel my pulse through my hands prove to me that it's all very real and I'm drowning in all of this..

"To hear you speak to him like he was your boyfriend...did you even consider how I would fucking feel?!"

I opened my mouth but nothing came out...

She grunts in frustration of me not complying before walking to the kitchen and grabbing a box off the counter.

"This was all I needed to be fucking finished with you...I have been there for you! I stuck by you even when you wouldn't talk to me for days! I still wanted to have a kid with you even if I thought that you were doing things with Taehyung! How could you Jungkook?!"

She throws the box at me, turns out to be a video tape which I'm guessing has the footage of me and Taehyung on it...JiU said she wouldn't send it...

"ANSWER ME!" The tears are now streaming down her red cheeks

"I-I'm so sorry Nayeon.."

"Get out! I don't want to see your fucking face anymore!"

I collect myself, not being able to process what the hell just happened. Just as I open the door to leave, with the video tape still in my hand.. I hear her voice sound from the other side of the room